Blog of all my dreams.

havent updated in ages.

2009-11-03T01:06:00.001+08:00

Hey. I miss you. :(

Dont wanna be without you babeh.

2009-10-24T23:02:00.003+08:00

Just like its owner, this blog is dead as well..

3 more weeks and we're done with this damned thing.

Actually I haven't much to update but I feel a little sad seeing this lifeless blog so yea decided to throw in some nonsense.

I spin the little snow globe. Reminiscence come flowing back.

Sigh. Memories.

I am a goner and a loser.

Fml.

Are you over it yet? Good for you if you have.

Because I'm nt fking done getting over it, and it sucks mega big time.

Cant take it no longer

2009-10-13T23:04:00.002+08:00

There's a lot going on in my head. It feels like it's gonna burst.

Meanwhile, I don't wanna get advanced. I think I'm going to flunk CSE.

And Econs was such a sad ass. Studied so much for it and the grade I got was still as shitty.

I feel like giving up everything. But thinking back, I recall how hard I fought for all these, and how much effort I've put through to get here.

Is it worth it if I give up now then...?

This is quite sad.

I realise my life have been rather cocked up nowadays. And I don't really know why.

Anyway. Something to entertain you guys.

Hola. Bye guys.

I think. I am numbing my senses with music.

Not good.

hurhurhur.

2009-10-11T00:39:00.005+08:00

What happened to my prolific-wannabe-ness? Hahahahaa.

Apparently it is harder than I've imagined, I don't have much to blog about. Face the fact.

Anyway. Today was a tiring day. Went early in the morning for archery and was greeted by a very heavy downpour which thankfully didn't last for too long. Then met the House Comm to choreograph our now extended TWENTY seconds Open House Mass Dance commercial to make. Ahahaha.

And as usual, being the wishy-washy Phoboseees we are, especially since there was no Firza around to time check us (hahaha), we wasted loads of time first deciding the song to dance to, then laughing our heads off at all the possible steps we could think of.

Hell funny!

So eventually we decided to dance to some Bollywood dongdong, presenting... GIRLY MAN!!

LOL WTF YES I KNOW. HAHAHAHAHAHA. (Go youtube it up if you don't know what's it hahaha)

It's another of those Benny Lava retarded shitz yeah.. Hehe.

We're gonna make an impression! LOL.

Best of all, I'm standing in the first row. Try to pretend yall don't see me ya? Hahahaha.

Hopefully I'm disguised by the Power Ranger mask we're gonna put on yea! That is if we manage to get it by Monday yeah. Hahaa.

Awesome!!

Yeap so I didn't leave school until 4.30++ for church (was already very late by then eeeeep) and hadn't completed the dance as well. :(

Left 2 eighths of it I haven't learnt. Heheee.

I'm tired la. I should go and sleep soon.

OH. ANYWAY. DID I COMPLAIN ABOUT THE ANCHOR TEST YET? NO??

YES. WHAT IS WITH MOE I HAVE NO IDEA.

THEY WANT US TO SIT FOR THIS SURVEY-LIKE TEST FOR 3.5HOURS MAD OR NOT?!

AND THEY REQUIRE US TO BRING A DICTIONARY HELL NO AM I BRINGING A BIG AND BULKY BOOK TO SCHOOL I WILL FAIL THAT TEST AND SHOW YOU OH HOW LOUSY OUR CHINESE STANDARD CAN BE.

It isn't very good to begin with... so, doesn't make much difference la huh?

Okay I need to dry my hair my mum will be complaining soon. :(

It's 1am soon!

Oh btw I am surviving in the house of the sick eh. My mum and sis are spamming coughs please please don't affect me I HATE COUGHS TYVM.

Ok bye alllzzz :)

Epitome. Of hopelessness.

2009-10-08T23:41:00.005+08:00

[Epitome of hopelessness]

It's to me la don't worry it's not about anything else.

I think I am beyond cure.

People are getting tired of me I havta agree.

Why.

Whyyyyyyyyyy.

Today floorball training was like PT cum floorball training. Seriously.

2 hours of training, 2.4, and all the strengthening shitz.

Awesome!

Awesome song.

Lyrics | Beyonce lyrics - Broken Hearted Girl lyrics

Reflective much.....

I feel like dying.

My heart is dying.

I am a failure.

:'(

When you're gone.

2009-10-06T22:17:00.003+08:00

Hello my fellow yellow friends out there :)

Promos are over over overrr yeah can't emphasise that enough hahah enough of the many cramping of information into the head and burning of late night oils at least for now.

Then from tomorrow onwards we'll be embarking on the dreadful OP for PW oh how sad can that get. :(

The best part: We report to school at normal timing. Dangggg.

Today is Yvette Kan's birthday. HAPPY 17TH YVETTE! HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR 17TH WITH US 09S414!! :DD (your favourite colour :D )

Talking about 09S414, I'm reminded of how some of our classmate(s) (obviously hoping for none duh) might face separation if they ever retain next year. Touchwood yeah I know, but one can't help but think of the spectrum of possibilities right?

We're grown so close in this short period of time, especially such a small class made up of 14 girls and 2 guys (notice that some particular martian is deliberately not mentioned) OH AND MARTIAN IS NOT A WORD IN THE DICTIONARY IT IS UNDERLINED RED OMG THIS IS HILARIOUS HAHAHA. Shows evidently that martians don't belong on planet Earth at all.

Anyways as I was saying, yes 09S414, we've been so close it will really hurt to part. I don't wish to consider the possibility but let's not be delusional yeah? Sigh.

Aights. It hurts my heart to talk about this. Shall talk about it no more.

Ima go to sleep soon am very tired wanted to sleep at 9pm but just had dinner by then and couldn't digest the food bummer and I end up updating my oh so dead blog hahaha.

Hope yall have an enjoyable read I shall be a prolific blogger from now on muahaha.

But then again. We should keep more to ourselves so that our lives appear more mysterious to outsiders huh? Hahahaha retarded much.

This is a nice song, listen to it. (:

This boy's voice, I like. And he's 18 now and still cute. Voice is great as well. (: My mistake to those whom I've mentioned he's 17 to. WHICH MEANS I DO NOT HAVE A FETISH FOR YOUNG BOYS *AHEM* HUAYU TAN *AHEM* IF YOU ARE READING THIS YOU SHOULD SMACK YOURSELF :)

Shan't talk about how Promos went, shall live in my delusioned world for now. Hahaha. Tired. Very tired.

I'm launching into depression mode. I keep doing that nowadays. Shucks.

Shall not think about it shall not think about it but I can't help it bummer dang what is wrong with me urgh fml.

I think I need to go for counselling.

My heart aches.

When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you...

:)

2009-08-22T00:43:00.000+08:00

I will be away on a hiatus until Promos end :)

Miss me, yall. hahahah <3

Complacency.

2009-08-05T21:35:00.001+08:00

After 500 years, I have decided to update my blog. Hahahaha.

So sorry but I was too busy to update recently what's with the crazy Funfestique and floorball practices.
I feel like a zombie. I sleep in all my tutorials sigh.

Played a friendly against RJ today and we lost, yes sadly.
Let's treat this as an experience that will spur us on to train harder and play better so that we will improve ya? Perhaps it's a good thing because then we won't have our heads too big and be all complacent yeap. :)

My toe will come off soon, not kidding. It's all black now and ew. I'm so gonna wear slippers to school tmr. But the irony is I'm still going for training which is 3 hours long. AHHAHAA.

And yay tmr's the last day of the weeeeeekkk Friday there're no lessons and we have a nice long weekend ahead better start making full use of my time and also take a break and stop taking a toll on my sleep! Hahahas.

Meanwhile, I want to thank a particular person who's been there for me this while, listening to my complains and naggings, offering a listening ear and asking me to scold u when I'm so so so pissed (although I never did la). I doubt you'll ever read this, but I just want you to know that, you stand a very special place in my heart :) hahaa.
I wish to share every moment of joy and happiness with you first always yeap. And I really hope I'm the one you really want to share it with all the time too.. :) hahas.

Okeh I am losing my train of thoughts because I am so tired but I still have EOM to rush. :( Sigh.

Let's work hard, all of us, and get promoted together kays!! :DD hahaa.

2009-07-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

OMG MY BLOGGER CAN FINALLY LOAD PICTURES U CANNOT BELIEVE HOW HAPPY I AM HAHAHA.

I just bought this at artbox. SO PRETTY RIGHT :) hahahaa.

Here's a close up of the words..

I'm sorry it's kinda blur but that's just my phone camera I can't do anything about it :( hahahhas. So deal with it!

I spent my Saturday happily relaxing haha while other people mugged their asses off. However I don't feel a tinge of guilt hoho I am dead.

Promos are realllllyyy soon I still cannot accept that fact omg.

Anyhooooooooooo.

I don't really have much to blog about. Hahaha.

I am still pleading my mum to let my bake cookies tmr anyways. :(

I'm tired.

2009-07-16T22:10:00.002+08:00

Omg you floorball peeps are the sweeeeetesssstttt I've ever known, really!

And because of that I love yall a wholeeeeee lottttttttt :)))

Hahahaha. And no doubt we'll definitely work hard as a team and prove ourselves during A Divs next year!! CHEERSSS :D

hehehe.

<333333.

On another note, I have no idea why this week of school is passing sooooo slooowwwwlyyyy.
Everybody's dying out, falling asleep during lectures and tutorials, moving abt like crawling zombies. Ew. I'm one of those people too. Hahaa.

Today I was late for school. And so were 20+ other people. I thought Ms Lai ever said there's only 2 to 3 people late a day.? o.O Ironic much.

My alarm clock betrayed me this morning. I changed the time last night (because I woke up at a different time on Wed morn) to 0545 and to my surprise holy cow it didn't even ring a bit this morning! My mum woke me up at 0637 instead hoho it was damn funny.

And I couldn't even be bothered with taking a cab. Why waste money over a stupid late mark? As long as I won't be late some other time one mark doesn't really make a difference right..

Cab drivers are daylight robbers. Never trust them.

Heh heh.

I think I should go on a hiatus soon. As in from the computer. It's 65 days to freakin promos and what shocked me today is that we have only about 13 days for each subject now. Oh my hell.

This is so not happening.

How do I improve my CSE grade? (I got a U btw. 35/100) And my Chem? I never passed it in my entire life. And I got a U for it too. (38.5/100) And Econs? An S. (40/100) Come to think of it my grades are really sucky sighhhhh.

Why oh why did I ever choose to be in the Science stream. I just don't make the cut for it la.

I can't do Science for goodness' sake.

Ah okidokies I need to get done with my EOM it's due tmr FTW. hahahaha.

Byes :)

Emo shitz.

2009-07-13T22:40:00.003+08:00

I really suck for Floorball. Yes I freakin suck. If I don't improve I'll never make it to the team. And then what's the point of me in joining floorball?

It's really demoralising la. I shouldn't give any more excuses like 'Oh I didn't eat lunch and I was very hungry I couldn't run' anymore. Those are ridiculous nothings. I mean, if a player is good, regardless of whether he's full or hungry on an empty stomach he/she will still play well right. Logic tells you it works this way.

So what if I have a good stick and I have appropriate shoes to go with it and the court itself is very conducive for floorball? The player sucks and everything goes whoosh, down the drain.

Every practice I don't feel myself improving while everybody else is. What the fkz is wrong with me I have no idea. I make stupid mistakes here and there and I totally suck during matches.

Fuck la.

On a lighter note, I know many are gonna hate me for saying this, but I FREAKIN PASSED MY MATHS!!

YESSSSSSSS AND I GOT A D HAHHAHAHAA.

I think 3/4 of the population failed it la.

Oh and I passed GP too! Hahaha. One more mark to a C though...

And as expected, I got a U for cse, holla. Single digit whatmore. 8 out of a thirty. Cool or what.

Not, duh.

Best of all I have no idea how I should improve on my grade and I'm very bothered by it.

Getting Econs tomorrow and I don't really have a great feeling about it..... I realllllyyyyy hope I can get above 20 over 75 yeh...

Sigh.

I have so many priorities on my list now I don't know what I should touch on.

And it's just the first day of my stupid hectic week.

Oh and to top it off I'll be ending lessons at 5.30pm for most of the days of this week.

Effing madness. What the heck is wrong with the MJ system I have no idea.

Alright la gotta spend my time wisely and get done with my tutorials.

By the way, Melson ever said, the good floorballers who make it to the team often have undone tutorials most of the time.

Is that ominous of my future then...?

Pray hard that it isn't.

hcumvuzimi----

If I could your angel

2009-07-12T00:40:00.005+08:00

Thanks all for your sweet support but yes sadly, I am still closing down the blog.

Hehe.

But no worries no worries I will probably be moving to a new url, where everything's not so public. Muahah.

Just reached home not long ago today was a wasted day, as Saturdays have always been for me. Every day not spent studying is basically a wasted day la. Duh, since I'm from Mugger JC.

I don't have much to blog as of late, because school's just back to normal and I spend a whole lot of my time studying, so what's there interesting to blog about eh?

I especially hate the idea of MOE/MOH extending the CCA ban or whatever you call it for another week. Another week without floorball! How sad can school be.

Good and bad though. At least I still have time to breathe. Once Floorball starts, I doubt I can ever be an energetic school girl anymore.

Save me.

Today's Mission Convention in church was quite good. The speaker was rather inspirational. Looks like I really have to start moving...

I NEED TO STUDY. Wokays, tmr then.. Hopefully.

I could be your angel ---

if you be my man.

Epiphany

2009-07-08T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hi all. Had wanted to blog quite a few things today. But I decided not to eventually.

Today started off uber shitty I was like a walking zombie the whole morning.

Until our new Econs teacher Ms. Cheng came in and asked us to introduce ourselves.

While thinking something to say about myself I thought of how proud I was to be an House Comm and I wanted to use it to portray 'something about me'.

Then it striked me.

I am a freakin House Comm, why the heck am I so emo? I should be cheerful instead, bringing joy to others instead of the other way around. And I shouldn't let any betrayer of a friend dampen my mood.

Whoever you are, regardless of whether you read my blog still, you should feel guilty.

I choose not to confront you not because I don't have to courage to, it's that I find you really amusing. How you could talk to me so freely one moment and be so hypocritical the next.

Yes that shit will stay with me for life I have to agree but whatthehell, I treated you very much like a close friend and this is what I get in return?

You're really no different from M.

And I think I'm becoming like H. I should watch myself.

I want to close this blog because it freaking sucks.

I don't know who I am anymore.

2009-07-07T18:34:00.004+08:00

Official lessons started today and it sucked big time. For a start, my Mondays and Tuesdays' timetables are absolutely horrible. Like on Monday I only end school at what, 5.05pm. And for Tuesdays we only have one break and there's no lunch break until we finish school at 2.35pm. What the heck?

And because of the stupid temperature taking thingy all lessons after 11.15 are pushed back by 15 minutes. So I was thinking, I am so darn fortunate there wasn't school yesterday. If not we're gonna end school like what, 5.20pm? Insanity much eh.

MY MUM IS A FREAKIN BITCH SHE JUST KEEPS NAGGING AND NAGGING OVER FKING NONSENSICAL STUFF JUST SHUT UP WILL YOU?!

Am so tired today. Maybe because I'm still not used to the waking up at 5.45am every morn routine. Mr Patrick today was sooooo boring I fell asleep during his Integration lecture la.

I don't know if every class is the same, but our class, s414, has changed 4 subject teachers this term. GP, Maths, Econs, and PW.

Coolio! Hahaha. Cause the previous Maths teacher totally sucked big time.

Our GP teacher is from UK how cool is that. Name's Louise and we call her Ms. Cotrell haha.

And she's really prettyyyyyy!

I fell asleep on the bus and I woke up head on a lady's shoulder whom I happened to be sitting beside. So paiseh lah! Hahaa.

Anyhoo, I'm really closing down this blog soon.. Hahaa.

Goodbye, blogger. I still love you (:

Expect the unexpected.

2009-07-05T21:56:00.004+08:00

Saturday:

Towned and caught Ice Age 3 Dawn of the Dinos yesterday at Lido with belle hahaha. BELLA I KNOW YOU WON'T READ THIS BUT YOU KNOW WE GOT SCAMMED. IF WE PAID WITH NETS AT CINE INSTEAD WE WILL ONLY NEED TO PAY 6 BUCKS?!

SO WE PAID $9.50 FOR A WEEKEND MOVIE LA.

Kena scammed like hell :(

So the movie was so retarded it was hilarious the guy beside me wasn't amused by the jokes after awhile and he started doing those 'TCHH...' sound at all the jokes hahaha.

I still wanna catch Transformers though. Had a lot of positive feedback on it despite it chalking a newspaper rating of half star, hahaa.

Shopped and bought not really lots of things yesterday but I sure spent not a small sum...

My wardrobe is dead and I need to revive it, hahah.

The cotton-on sandals suck. I bought it just yesterday and the rubber's already loose. But I think I bought a size bigger haha because it's relatively loose. O.o

Today:

Woke up early and headed to church, after which catching a floorball match at TSH cause Ms Seah was playing, haha. LMFC won the match against Titans with a score of 3-2. Aww so sad... It was really a tough match both teams were so darn strong and my, what an eye-opener it was! How long do we have to play to get to that standard man....

Hahaa.

Towned again after that with dearest Yeni and Weilin because Denise left early to celebrate her daddy's birthday.

My feet are sore now argh...

I just realised today my holiday life was really super sad because I had never been to town once during the whole hols, HOW SAD CAN THAT BE, yes I so totally know.

So today and yesterday was my reward for being so hardworking for the middies! Hahhaahah ironic much.

I am so tired. I know I always say that but I really am now, and I just want to sleepppp. :(

Oh I am still unable to upload photos, I think it has to do with my blogskin template.

Hahahah so I've decided, I won't mind not having pictures on my blog. Afterall, it doesn't mean my blog will be dead and boring without pictures right!

Okay on second thought, it may. O_O

To those around me, expect the unexpected, not everything may go as planned.. Haha.

Although i really wish that all will go well. (:

And to Weilin: GOK!!!!!!!11

Hahahah. So lazy to remove the 11 even... Sigh.

My sister is a bitch, she has her own netbook and she PURPOSELY HAVE TO EFFING USE MY LAPTOP EVERY SINGLE DAY TO ACCESS HER STUPID FACEBOOK TO PLAY STUPID GAMES. WDF. I AM SO GONNA CHANGE THE PASSWORD FOR THE START-UP ALREADY LA.

BAHHH.

I am not in a very good mood now, don't bother talking to me.

The lights of the earth shine upon us

2009-07-03T21:38:00.004+08:00

Shimmering lights flashed across the street with its dazzling orange reaching out to me like a dozen grabbing hands, little colourful fluffy balls in dangling packets and small yellow globules of popped sugar calling out to me... My fascinated self skipped hurriedly to the little stalls, enticed by the our very own local attraction -- the Pasar Malam.

I WALKED PAST MY TAIWAN DRAGON SAUSAGE TODAY AND DIDN'T PURCHASE IT AGAIN! HAVE BEEN DOING THAT FOR 3 DAYS ALREADY! PFFFFTTTTT.

Oh I just ended exams with CSE in the morn today! The paper was a blast!

Right.

Hahahhaa.

Anyway my phone's cocked up again it just keeps restarting itself every now and then. It should just DIEEEE so I can get a touchscreen phone or something and don't have to live with it for more than a year more!

Had floorball training just earlier this afternoon and I GOT SCOLDED SO MANY EFFING TIMES TODAY. )))))):

WHAT'S WORSE: MS SEAH COULD NEVER GET MY NAME RIGHT.

"AMELIA, COVER YOUR BLADE!"

"AMELIA, RECEIVE THE BALL PROPERLY!"

"AMELIA.... AMELIA..... AMELIA!"

WDF.

I feel like screaming into her ear, "IT'S EMILYN FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!!!!"

Ah.

And as a result of floorball today I aggravated the already bad blood clot in my big toes.

I should NEVER EVER wear pumps again before training. Never!

I CAN'T UPLOAD PICTURES ON BLOGGER IS ANYBODY EXPERIENCING THE SAME PROBLEM AS ME?!

I AM GONNA SWITCH TO XANGA/LIVEJOURNAL SOON IF THIS CONTINUES!!!! ZZZZ.

Hello google chrome.

2009-07-01T12:57:00.000+08:00

I have changed so many different kinds of browser now I think I must be half mad. Hurhur.

Decided to try google chrome, and surprisingly it's relatively fast.

Was using Safari previously and it gets on my nerves sometimes because it just freakin hangs on me so much. Half a reason why Mac computers suck. Hahhaha.

So the worst is still Internet Explorer (without any doubt), followed by Safari, and then it's either Firefox or Google Chrome, see what's your preference la, haha.

I wouldn't deny that Safari has quite nice a layout, in terms of the organising of bookmarks and everything, and Mozilla Firefox is still kinda troublesome and untidy, while Google Chrome practically imports everything from Firefox. O_O

Ahaha. I don't really like Firefox. Maybe because it's overrated. Hmm.

Google chrome sounds horrid though. LOL.

I have a paper tmr and I haven't picked up any books to study yet. Ah, should really get started though, not much time left!

Plus I need to get started on the dreaded CSE too. :(

I PROMISE I WILL WORK HARD FOR CSE AFTER MY MIDDYS!

Okay well, I hope.

Feel like uninstalling my Facebook account cause it's taking too much of my time, games quizzes ftw. Haha.

Think my holiday time passed quite sadly because I didn't get to go out as much. Bummer.

Well there's always December hols to look forward to...

Oh wait, isn't there Promos right?

I must learn to blog regularly.

Must. Revive. My. Blog.

Where are all you readers? Why are all of you not tagging?!

Now I may consider deleting my tagboard too. Hahaaha.

Meanwhile I'm considering reverting back to LiveJournal. Or hop to Xanga, or back to Wordpress.

Blogger's getting tiresome.

BYE ALL (:

Lucks for those who're sitting for the paper today in the afternoon (:

It's you I'm missing.

what the hula hoop.

2009-06-30T18:29:00.001+08:00

I ate ice cream today again. :(

Chinese paper today sucked. Econs sucked even worse.

I have 2 more papers to go. One I think I will totally screw. Bahh.

I don't know what to say. Am feeling so tired + hungry + anxious now. For all the wrong reasons.

LTC is postponed. Joy. WHY IS IT NOT CANCELLED?!

Today's Chinese compo was crap. I spent a whole page crapping and only proceeded to the story line on the second page. When I reached the compre I couldn't remember how to write so many words I was so effed up. Try sitting there for 3 hours straight and see whether your butt aches la.

I feel like scolding a million vulgarities because this anger within me just won't subside. No it's not anyone this time, it's just me.

I'm sidetracking now and then and I don't care. I don't get paid for organising my post anyway.

I haven't freakin eaten anything today. I drank one packet of milk in the morning and another packet of vitasoy in the afternoon. Oh yes I just ate an apple.

I think 'what the hula hoop' is cool. Am going to use it from now on.

What the hula hoop is wrong with me I have no apetite and I just feel like fking the world.

Srsly!

Maybe it's just pms. Hmm.

My heart feels so suffocated it's tearing at every limb in my body. I can't concentrate on anything and the smiles - I'm not sure whether they're even real any more.

There's only one thing that can cause that though.

You.

Like falling dead leaves my love for you will fade

2009-06-29T15:31:00.000+08:00

Am finished with the damned Maths paper, and will have to deal with Econs tmr.

I think I'm going to give it up, ahahah. It serves little purpose to make better something I will get a U for hmm?

I'm like a puppet, made to behave how I am supposed to be, not how I want to be.

Ah I really hate to blog so subtly. :(

My life is so fucked up I am effing screwed upside down leftside up.

SO CONFUSED; I FEEL LIKE CRYING.

Since you walk right outta my door...

Not even competition.

2009-06-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

MY BLOG IS SO DEAD I CAN'T STAND IT.

Am on my sis' netbook now and it sucks, seriously. The buttons are so small you can't even type properly, much less type quickly. -.-
YVETTE YOU BETTER LISTEN TO ME THAT A NETBOOK SUCKS! DON'T GET ONE!!

The ram is so slow everything moves at snail pace. -.- Signing in to MSN lagged the whole thing for almost a whole 5 mins.

In case you're gonna say it's my sis' netbook that pretty much suck, it's Acer btw... Hahaha.

"I have a life, and my life excludes talking to you."
Ouch, that definitely hurts.
Don't be so mean kay.. (:
Hahahahahaha.

Was discussing something very interesting with someone just now, and we totally agreed that she's 'not even competition'. So bitchy, I know! Hahahah. But it just cracks me up to think of it.

I don't really like to mention names on my blog to protect the interests of those mentioned, henceforth they shall remain anonymous, haha.
Anyhoo, to L, thanks for always being there to listen to me hahaa. It's really glad that I could have found such a friend in you. (:

And thank YOU for sharing your innermost thoughts and feelings with me too, can't believe I'm such a lucky person :D hahahha!
Your secrets are safe with me girl! (:

LOVE YOU MUCHHHH. You know who you are without my mentioning yea. :D hehehe.

I think it's the way I blog that makes it so uninteresting to read. So sad. :(

PEOPLE, READ N TAG LEA. MY BLOG IS DAMN DEAD YEH.

Don't be an invisible reader!
(psst I have to admit I'm one too.. =x) Hahahhahaa.

Anyway, I love my new blogskin pretty much haha. It's plain and simple yeappp :D

ANDANDAND, EXAMS ARE 2 SICKENING DAYS AWAY. I'M THINK I'M GONNA NOT JUST SCREW IT, BUT SCORE STRAIGHT Us LA.

Actually I'm contemplating whether I should just give the CSE paper a miss, since I scored like what, the lowest in class for the Research Essay (5/25 O_O) and I am clueless abt the format of the exam and the shit much content in it.

Fucking retarded, really.

I HATE EXAMS, AND I HATE CSEEEEEEEEE.
:(

It's screwing my life.
And sitting there for 2 hours dripping cold sweat won't do me any good yeh..

Argh. Wish me luck.

Maybe I should consider J's advice to go to Malaysia this weekend.

~

Today.

2009-06-26T00:48:00.000+08:00

Today is the first of my holidays I practically mugged my shit out the whole day. Let me confess. It's three days to exams and I am not halfway prepared. Hurhur. And we'll be back to the same old routined school life, which means waking up at 5.45 every morning and getting to bed only past twelve. :(

And having to go to school all groggy and unhappy :(

Just now Ms Aishah called. She was asking abt the travel declaration and sorts. Before she hung up I asked "Are we going to have any extension for exams?"

We all know the answer.

(No, DUH!)

I KNOW RIGHTTTT

Why so sad. :(

hhahaa. Alright this post is meaningless.

I'm seeing double again. Zzz.

is this really it?

2009-06-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

Somehow I feel cheated...

Why, Lord? Why...?

Perhaps I predicted it wrongly...

A million sad faces.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I'm doin' it

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still harder, getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

Head over heels

2009-06-22T19:06:00.000+08:00

Am totally into Nickelback now.. Hahahaa. I really like how their songs are composed, lyrics melody and all..

Meanwhile, reality check. It's really really really just one (One, yes, ONE FREAKIN ONEEEEE. LOL) week to the stupid MYEs. And I tried studying today. Really did. I didn't on my lappy until like few minutes ago (It's 7pm now btw) and I promise myself I won't sign in to MSN todayyyyyyyy. Maybe I would later, hahaha.

So yea I tried studying and was totally unproductive what the hell is wrong with me ):

Sidetracking.. MY FAV SONG IS PLAYING ON MY IPOD NOW YAYS hahahahahhaa.

Okay so back to what I was saying... I couldn't get anything done, tried to read stupid Econs but only progressed like what, 15 pages?! Feel like cursing and swearing for a full 5 mins now....

Ah but I shall not pollute my mouth. MUST. PERSEVERE. 6 MORE DAYS LEFT. I STILL HAVE SO MUCH SHITZ TO STUDY AND AND AND AND.............

I can't bear to go on anymore. Sigh.

I'm really not banking on the extended hols, seriously. If MOE really permits it, it's like a dream come true, really. Extended hols would mean extended time to study for the damn MYEs. O_O

Pray hard ya, every one? Hahahaha. Although don't harbour too much hope yeh..

Kay I should get back to studying.

Me is gonna lead a sad life this week. :(

And everyone wants to feel like someone cares,

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere,

There's gotta be somebody for me out there... (:

Head over heels.

facebook should die

2009-06-20T22:49:00.001+08:00

FACEBOOK IS SO SLOW IT GETS ON MY NERVES. IT IS ALWAYS LAGGING AND HANGING WTH IS WRONG WITH IT!

Anyhoo, had a great day today weeee :D

Although I'm freaking tired both mentally and physically, you made my day, really.

LOVE YOU SO MUCH YEHHHH :))))

Dearest cookie you're so pretty I could gobble you right up and away hahahahaa.

But then I'll gain 5kg from doing so.. Hmm :S

I really need to study... :(

Yeap and today is my official final day of freedom. My mum will be back from whoever-knows-where tmr and I won't be a free child anymore!! DDD:

Enjoyed this week terribly much but missed my mum loads too because I miss her and her naggings, ironically. Hahahhaa :DD

I'll miss it. You bet I will.

bye

2009-06-19T03:29:00.000+08:00

I used to, but not anymore.

Give me one week, just one week. And I'll be healed.

You'll stay in my most precious memories.

2009-06-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

Hi people, missed me? :D

I know I haven't been blogging much of late... Despite the hols.

Nope I'm not entirely busy, have been going out almost every day, procrastinating all my revision for MYEs. D:

If our exams are postponed, I'm really gonna chop my head off.

I really have no motivation to study :( WHY IS THAT SO.

Isn't night the perfect time of the day? Haha no idea why but I prefer nights to mornings/afternoons. I like the dark and moody sky rather than the bright and fulfilling days.

Perhaps when it's night everything slows down, and the life's pace seem to be more carefree.

Only at nights then we can catch a breather.

I like sunsets cause they're so beautiful hahaa. Most people like sunrise. I'm weird, kay I know hahaa.

I don't like the rhythmic and fast-paced life.

I'd like to be stuck on a deserted land, with no high-rise buildings in sight, no tall office buildings, nobody pushing and shoving about, forever rushing..

I want to live in a countryside. And rear goats, chickens, cows.

Climate nowaday sucks anyway :(

Aww this is an emo post hahaha.

I hate to be entangled.

So I rather give it all up..

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

Just be yourself, girl.

coincidence.

2009-06-12T13:45:00.000+08:00

Took a long mrt ride to and fro Yishun and Buona Vista to get my set my retainers (btw, they are a freakin pain in the ass, who invented it should hang himself) and I wasn't preoccupied reading, so with my headphones on I noticed many of the very cranky behaviours of selfish Singapore citizens.

When I was on the train to Jurong East for a transfer, there was this lady who sat right before me on the priority seat. She took out her make-up kit and was busy touching up on her face. Not that any amount of foundation can help to conceal the pimples on her cheeks. O_O So then an old lady came in at the next stop and stood right beside me diagonally in front of her. That ignorant fellow completely ignored that old lady and what, continue with her make-up. Seriously retarded I tell ya. Cmon la, you see an old lady hair already covered in grey and white right in front of you, and you still have the conscience to pretend not to see her?

I really should have STOMPed that woman. Hahahah.

Well then another issue was when I alighted at Yishun, a whole crowd of people started blocking the exit, jostling and pushing the people who were alighting back in again. I remembered I hit a lady on her arm pretty hard and she did that 'TSK' thing and glared at me. Like what the fuck, you should know better than to squeeze in even before others alight right? USE YOUR COMMON SENSE LA, RETARDED OR WHAT.

I think the sign 'Reserved Seat' or 'Priority Seat' isn't enough to tell Singaporeans that only needy people should sit on it. Maybe they should stick something like 'SIT IF YOU HAVE A CONSCIENCE' on the seat itself. It might be more useful.

You want to seat can, just don't purposely hog the seat when you see someone more needy around you and doesn't have a seat.

BE CONSIDERATE CITIZENS!

Anyhoo, I really need to start studying because there's only 2 weeks left and there's fucking much to study for the mid years and if I don't do well I will have to drop floorball yeah it sucks big shit I know but what to do. (Imagine me saying this very quickly hahahaha. )

So, toodles! hahaha (:

Coincidences much, yet we share no fate.

emo.

2009-06-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

I think I'm suffering from depression.

And I think I need to stop slacking really sooooooon.

Some people are just SO BITCHY. I really wanna give her a big tight slap that can send her off to Mars to cohabit with all the aliens there FOREVER. Omgzx.

Alrights this is gonna be a short post. I am so sad. ):

Can't get any work done. Sigh.

Will you take a mad girl as your gf? :D

fat.

2009-06-06T23:36:00.001+08:00

I eat so much nowadays. Think I'm pigging out like crazy. ZZZ.

Had my share of Berrylite at Illuma with MX just now, it was awesomestest. Better than Frolick. I think. I THINK. Cause I can't stand sour stuff sorry. Cookies n cream was great! :D hehehe.

Anywaysss. Class BBQ was very successful ytd all of us had greatttt fun although didn't get much of the Breezer that I bought (sadly ): ) and Yvette being almost drunk and stinky from Long Island Tea. Hahhaaa.

Li Khong and Shu Ming came back, and we sure miss those 2 freakin much! Awww ): SP transfer dudes.. JEALOUS SEY.

So much work to do, so little time. I'm tired like hell la yet I'm not slping. How ironic is that.

Had pre-LTC today and we were sorted into our groups. My group seems boring let's hope it's not as expected huh! And shitz man, why is she in my group?!

Oh bummer.

WOKAY. I AM SO GOING TO SLEEP. SOON. (: got churchy early tmr morn annnndddd I'm gonna rush homework tmr. Like finally! Hahhahahaa.

All talk no say la. In the end I'm squander all my time away again. ):

You haunt my dreams so bad, you are my nightmare.

2009-06-02T21:37:00.000+08:00

Weather Conditions in Arunachal Pradesh
The weather and the climate of Arunachal Pradesh are quite unique from the rest of India. The climate of Arunachal is governed by the Himalayan system and the altitudanal differences. The climate here is highly hot and humid at the lower altitudes and in the valleys wrapped by marshy thick forest particularly in the eastern region, while it becomes too cold in the higher altitudes. Average temperature during the winter months range from 15 to 21 degree celsius and 22 to 30 degree celsius during monsoon. Between June and August the temperature sometimes go up to 40 to 42 degree celsius. The rainfall of Arunachal Pradesh in amongst the heaviest in the country. The annual average rainfall in Arunachal Pradesh is more than 350 cm.

OMG. My mum was not kidding me. And she said many have died due to the unresponsive yield of crops. Yea I just googled it and thousands are dying away.

Few years ago Singapore used to hit temperatures at 27 to 30 degree celsius and India at 35 degree celsius. Now Singapore is already at 34 degree celsius. Hmm. Now I wonder, how long more will it take for us to reach 42 degree celsius then?

It's really hard to imagine.

God's wrath is really unfathomable.

It's seems ironic I'm showing this video, but somehow this is the first song that strikes me when I think of all the disasters that are gonna befall us humans.

We were all not worthy, but now we are.

fattttt.

2009-05-31T17:08:00.000+08:00

I feel like I've just swallowed 500 teaspoons of sugar.

I just gobbled down 3 subbyway cookies and 1 oreo choc from each a cup. Well well.

Looks like I've gotta work doubly hard to burn off those fat ounces eh! (Plus Frolick yoghurt just 2 days ago!)

GP mid years tmr. I don't think I'm prepared at all.. D:

Anywaysss, I've no idea what's happening to me nowadays. On my way home on bus 969 just now, I was reading through my GP notes. And I didn't realise I fell asleep like after a few reading just a few paras, and I only woke up when the bus exited the expressway at Yishun.

Haha, stupid or what.

But the ironic thing is I don't feel tired eh. And I can sleep like a log. Scary O_O.

Yay we're watching Monsters vs. Aliens tmr after GP exam! Can't wait (:

Pray pray I got at least a C for tmr's paper ah... ): So that I can get a B during promos and an A for A levels. HEHEHHE :D

Okay, gtg! Think I slacked enough yea... (:

Drifting off to wonderland again.... o.O

Oh and btw, cheerleading video/pictures and the House Comm handover pics are ALL on facebook, view them if you wish to! :D

Cheers darls! (:

DAY OFF:D

2009-05-28T17:21:00.000+08:00

Meridians were declared a day off today weehoooo :D hehehee so so so glad.

Finally a break from everything and no more late nights in school for cheerleading practices!

PHOBOS EMERGED AS THE CHAMPION FOR CHEERLEADING, COOL OR WHAT! hahahhahaha. All our hard work were worth it, seriously. So kudos to all cheerleaders! Hehe:D

From dead bottom to the top, yes yes we did it! hhahaha. And now, it's time for the sevens to work hard and the sixes to take a break from all the hard work they've put in. (:

I will upload the cheerleading video as soon as I receive it ya ahahah.

Aww I will really miss those practices that we've had.. ):

LOVE ALL YOU GUYSSSS :D

Know I'm abit late, but better than never, the soccer team displayed much grace during the awesome match on Monday. (: Great job guys, you guys are really the winners in all Meridians' hearts. Hurrayeee! Haha.

P.S. Some people are just hell scary. O_O

2009-05-24T16:51:00.000+08:00

Hey hey heyyyyyy! (Wait, doesn't this sound familiar...? Doesn't this sound like the MERIDIAN MORNIN' JAM?! LOL okay wdf.)

Yo peeeeeps I'm back! Hahaa. I know I know, I sound hyper. Isn't that great? Away from all the boring and mundane posts I made few weeks back. Heheeee:D

So, as you can guess. I'm blogging about Floorball today! Weehooo (:

So much happened but haven't got time to blog at all. Bahhh.

First off, we have the Floorball guys and girls Finals! Yay! Hahahaa. Girls clinched Champs for the 3rd consecutive year again so so proud of the seniors but at the same time the juniors face the stress too! Ahahaa.

As for the guys.. they were the 1st runner-up and of course they were devastated like mad ): But guess they got over it already and the year ones are gonna training freakin hard to get it back next year! Hahaa.

Let's work hard for Double Champs next year! And when I say hard, it means super dupe hard! Gahhhh.

And that starts with PT. ))): Sad sad sad.

Just 2 days ago we had the testimonial match where the J1s played against the J2s and we had a BBQ thereafter. Wokay the match was quite sad la. Senior girls thrashed us like 20-4 after total game time of 1hr 45mins. Hahhaa. Ey that's 1 hour after the normal game time okays haha.

And we didn't expect any goals but we even had 4! How not-so-bad is that (: Heh heh.

For the guys, J1s drawed with the J2s hahaha. Melson said the J1s were out to slaughter them hoho so it sure was funny.

So next year my jersey number will be 21! hahahaha. Gives goofy grin. xD

The BBQ was damn fun it started happy and calm and then we went with this plan to bomb the seniors with water bomb and oh my G, all hell broke loose after that. Bwahahaha. Drenched to the skin literally. Which explains why my hair stuck was stuck to my face in all the pictures taken. Oh and the pics are all on FB (: hehee.

Cheerleading on Sat as usual... And tmr. Wed's our show! Hahaaa. We train so hard just for this day and let's just say, hope everything goes EXTREMELY WELL kay! Hahaha. Apparently Ms. Lai banned all the cheerleaders from performing stunts due to the shocking number of casualties. Awww.

What is cheerleading without stunts? ):

But then again. Cheerleading is a safe sport la. Sport? Maybe. Haha. We need a hell lot of time to perfect those stunts la so actually over a period of 2 months/1 and a half months only, it is quite unsafe eh.

Phobos are not really affected la, so we stand at an advantage now. (: HEHEHE. :D

Kay la. I've got a CSE essay to rush. 1k words again.. GAHHH. And it's due by Colosseum too! D:

CAN'T WAIT FOR COLOSSEUM TO END!

Oh and why are there so many bitches around. Hmphz.

Cheers :D

2009-05-17T18:27:00.001+08:00

My blog is deaddd boring. But why oh why do I have no intention in mind to change it? hahahaa.

Anyways. Sad to say, I'm still not started on my revision for the 2 heavy tests tmr, gahhh.

Am experiencing post-(mild)burnout syndrome. hahahahaa.

Wokay... I'm laughing over nothing. Hahahhaa.

Somebody send to me the doctor. Lolz.

I wanna change my blog skin soon. Hmms. Let's wait till the June Hols huh?

Anyway, I have a sad sad intuition that the Beijing CSE trip will be cancelled. SAD RIGHT YVETTE! DDD:

Boooo.

To think I was looking forward to it so so so much...

Even the LTC had been changed to Bottle Tree Campsite at Yishun! Yes freakin Yishun and can you believe it it's like just 4 busstops away from my house. Coolness siol ;D

Why oh why.....

Atomic Structure
Chemical Bonding

For Chemistry....

And for Maths, we have...

App. of Diff.
Functions
Equations and Inequalities
Graphing Techniques

And frankly speaking, I haven't started on any yet.

Prepare to faillllllllllll.

Weeeeee (:

I already failed the Econs test anyway o.O

So sad right, when I passed the previous 2.. Sigh.

I shall stop wasting my time and get to studying huh! Hmmm.

Bye ya! (:

(:

2009-05-11T23:14:00.001+08:00

Emo-ness begone!

Anyways... Thank you all who showed concern in one way or another...(:

Esp.. Christy! Hahahshs. Love you soooo much although we seldom see other now... =/

There are definitely times where stress just ties us down sooo much that we can hardly catch a breather, but we should really thank God for Him and also friends that he has placed in our lives... (:

None of us should be taken for granted.

Anyways. You're such a loser, M. Tsktsk.

Get a life.

As I listen...

2009-05-08T01:30:00.000+08:00

As I listen to Hillsongs, I just can't help but feel the tears trickle down my cheek unceasingly...

There's so much suppressed inside me I feel I'm going to break down soon..

Where did my chirpy happy self disappear to?

I put on a mask; a facade so real it has become part of me nowadays.

God of wonders, please guide me..

why are people.

2009-05-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

Why are some people, so FREAKIN weird?!

I don't get it.

I mean, c'mon, get a life manzxzx...

Anyway, MJ soccer guys did great today! 4-1 against RI(JC) hahahaha. A turnover considering we lost to ACJC last week witha score of 2-1. Hmmms.

The bunch of VJ soccer guys came today, and srsly, what they'd done really pissed half the population, or should I say, those watching the match today, off.

Really la, mind your own business, you wanna run on the track, go ahead. Purposely want to cheer so loudly when RI scored eh. Like as if it was your goal.. Lol.

No I'm not pissed but I can easily name a few who're super pissed by that.

One of them was *ahem* and she cursed all of them to fall and break their legs before their match against us (or something along those lines..). Hoho.

Like seriously la, you wanna be anti-meridian, sure thing. Just don't do it on the home ground. Lol.

Okeh okeh. Tension's over... Today's match was pretty heaty haha. 1 goal from each side was scored from penalty yea..

Apart from that, I have nothing to blog about except that some people are just plain WEIRD!

Urgh. Tell me about it.

Phobos' last for Colosseum as of now eh.. How can this be?! Work harder, Phobos, gogo! Don't lose to the others hahha. If not there goes our first placing... ):

Awww.

Kaykay, time to do PI hahhas.

Have a great week in school guys! The most dreaded day is over! (:

2009-05-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

I feel so unfit D:

I failed my napfa because I was short of one pull-up.

And my 2.4 timing is crap. Everybody runs at 12/13 minutes. SIGH.

DDDD:

Sometimes, people are just so shallow....

People like you... (:

Somehow I wished I had gone to Poly instead. =/

On a side note..

The new house comm members says I'm very innocent...

Hell wrong.

They also said I look like the type who won't ever utter vulgarities.

Wrong again.

Not bad not bad, looks like I have a prrrreeeetttteeeee good image huh.

*smirks*

Hehehehe :D

What la, cannot is it. Hmphs.

I'm having stomachache so often nowadays that sometimes I wonder whether I'm down with that Swine Flu.

Quite insulting eh, to kena it. Because there's pig DNA inside right? Donno la, just know that there's some pig stuff inside and I'm lazy to research it right now for the sake of updating my blog.

Hmm but then again, one of the symptoms for Swine Flu is diarrhoea, not stomachache! Hahahaa.

Shitting is healthy, btw. It helps to cleanse the body. (:

Tata~!

I am a happy girl.

2009-04-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

I am a happy girl.
I made it into the 7th House Comm :D hehehehehe.

Now don't laugh at me! Because it wasn't easy, the speech, the interview, the suspense....
One month and it's over, I'm in! hahahaa.

I got some nua post.. lol. Donno it sounds very nua to me..
Non sports and games IC.
LOL.

Wanted secretary but... Guess I wasn't good enough for it? Hehe.
Anyway just wanna say I'm a contented girl now! Hahaha.

Let us work together as a house and as a comm, the 7 of us, and lead Phobos to greater heights! Hahaa. Cliche but, you get my point. (:
Okay I'm not good with speeches and all hahahah as you can see from my screwed up speech and half-screwed interview..

Cheers to the 7th House Comm! hehehehehe (:

And congrats to all other who got in too for the other houses as well! (: Let us all do a great job altogether. Most importantly, promote okay! Promote! Lol.

As for those who didn't get in, do not be disheartened, there's still CCA and class reps to run for you guys can do it yea? Cheer up and move on, don't spend too much time brooding! (:

Anyways I just realised... In JC almost every one has a post.. Regardless of what it is...
Leadership is so important huh.. Hmm.

So yea that's all for today I have my PI to do, submission's soon and I haven't done my 2nd draft. Oh man..

I'm a happy but tired girl. =/
hahaha.

ff.

2009-04-25T23:12:00.001+08:00

I feel fucking fat.

(:

2009-04-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

Miss,

Do you know, hatred works both ways..?
Maybe you didn't. Well let me now enlighten you. It does, definitely.

Now where are those rays of epiphany above your head?
Maybe you're just to shallow to get it. Hur hur.

Oh a side note, I screwed up my speech for House Comm yesterday. Heh. Expected. Tmr's the interview. My last chance? Hahaa. Maybe.

(I can so see you smirking away there....Ridiculous to do that to a computer screen huh.)

I'm so tired...

Lemme entertain you with a special quote of the day.. hahahaha.

Yvette was talking abt how she wished she would die - in her bed happily watching tv and then stop breathing. Lol.

Yvette: I DIE IN HEAPS OF MONEY ALL OVER ME AH MUAHAHAHHA.

Me: YA GORGING YOURSELF ON CHIPS ALSO LA.

Yvette: *pinches my arm* FUCK YOU LA.

Me: *screams in agony, then kicks Yvette's XXX.*

Yvette: WTF YOU KICKED MY CIBAI!

LOL. Nope I did not hear that wrongly I have 2 witnesses with me hahahahahahahahahah!
Yvette you're damn funny la.

So much for hanging out with a bunch of cheena girls la.. Hahaha.
Hey but we still love yall kays! Like DUH. (:

And Yvette, is actually a cheena bitch in disguise. She just won't admit it.

Heheheheheh. (:

Econs test tmr! DDDD:

long rant.

2009-04-19T01:02:00.000+08:00

Okay here's a long rant to be up.. hahas.

School has been really tiring lately and I haven't had enough sleep for sucha long time. 4 to 5 hours a day for a week really isn't enough.. It's like depriving myself half of my sleep. Aye.

Everything's getting tougher and school ends so late every single day we can die. Omg I just realised my life's so boring now there's nothing to rant much about except school and more school. O_O

Hey then again I can blog about so much other stuff but I'm really lazy to :(

For example, there's cheerleading going on now hahaha. We have it like 3 times a week, till 9pm, and it'll be 4 hours on late Saturday mornings... It's ridiculously time-consuming if you ask me, we basically crash when we reach home. Especially when floorball's placed right BEFORE cheerleading. Sweat. Sweat more. Ironic how the more I sweat the more pounds I gain. O_O

I am nearing the 5 digit now. I am gonna be anorexic if I hit the 5 digit. Seriously. For my height I'd be overweight. For my standards. Yes you'd have to understand that I USED to be borderline underweight. Gaining so much weight in such a short amount of time scares the shit out of me.

So cheerleading is super fun! Hahahas. Pity I don't get to fly. :( Our basses (did I get that correctly) are realllllllyyyyy small-sized. Okay they are like my size. Or skinnier. I will SQAUSH them if I sit or use them to get up. Or at least I feel that way. I'm same weight as the current flyer eh... =x although she's shorter. hahaa.
Woah I shan't be a bitch. Okay.

Imagine being the flyer for elevator.. So cool. Or that basket toss thing. Fking fun. But I suppose that's saved for Humaira (or how u spell her name haha). She's so light I think she can fly up 2 stories hahahaha. 38kg hello?! Lol.

Okay enough about cheerleading... But it's the only thing that excites my life now :( hhahaa.

Colosseum coming up! House comm elections too.. Hmm. Wonder what are my chances... If I don't get in I'm a serious loser haha. But it only shows the other are better than me la..
Cause u see, there's only 11 people running for Phobos House Comm. Compared to Trition which has like... 23? LOL. And considering they pick like 7 from there. More than 50% chance eh. BUT there's still the possibility of me not getting in :( bahhh.

I'm gonna be so emo if i don't get in haha.
But then again. I can happily settle for CG Rep if i don't get it.
Yvette will be so upset if I don't get into House Comm.. haha. I'd jeopardise her chances of being the CG Rep LOL. =x

So Yvette, go exercise propaganda or something! hahahaha. No la kidding. Think the votes don't really make much diff.. It's the teachers and previous house comm hahas :D

Okay la. This is really stupid.
Anyway. Maths suck. Wow I am actually saying this.

Happy to announce, I passed my FIRST Maths test with a B grade :D 15/25. But not that good la considering the highest in the class, none other than JESSIE BABYTAN >:( , who scored 22/25. What the fk?! O_O Lol.

And I improved by 9 marks for my second Econs test! I got a 14/25 hahaha. Is that a C? No idea haha. Yay.... 5 was really demoralising haha. Think I'm gonna fail the third test next week again O_O. Anyways, JESSIE GOT THE HIGHEST FOR ECONS TOO. 19/25.
OH THAT BITCH. STUPID 2 POINTER. SOMEBODY EXPLAIN TO ME WHY THE HELL IS SHE IN MJ. IN MY CLASS. hahahaha. Kidding la. She has EQ that low of a hippopotamus(AH I DONNO HOW TO SPELL IT).

I remember we used to spell hippo so much last time in Primary school or nursery haha! Now I actually forgot it :( hahahs.

Okay la long enough rant hahahahah (:

I NEED TO SLEEP D:
eeeee weekend gone soon.
Bahhh.

karma

2009-04-14T20:50:00.001+08:00

I believe in karma. Retribution befall you.....
Bahhhh.

Cheerleading starts tmr. Oh God. Horrors of horrors!

I need time i need time i need time.

bdayyy!

2009-04-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

Thank you those who remembered my birthday!
And thanks to those who celebrated with me!! :D
Heheee.

I received tons of balloons this year hahahahha.

From Mr Happy.. to heart balloons, to Disney Princesses balloon, to a few more Elmo and Winnie the Pooh balloon, and a REAL REAL FLOWER to represent REAL FRIENDSHIP.......
RIGHTTTT.

hahahahahahha xD

Okay so I have some pictures here I didn't take a picture of my Cinderella balloon =x and I'm lazy to probably next time hehees.
And I'm sorry I couldn't fork out time to celebrate my bday with all of u because we were all so damned busy! Argh. Speak of JC life.

And my dinner with Bala and a few others were postponed as well BECAUSE I SAID I COULDN'T MAKE IT. Omg la, I feel so so so bad :'(

Boohooo.

Really appreciate those who remembered my bday though (: hahas.

Well to kick start my bday.. I have a fantastic (NOT!) birthday whip cream bash just right outside MJC school grounds. Yup and my best friend betrayed me! LOL. Well I betrayed her as well... lol. I smeared whipped cream on her =x

Oh and whipped cream smells like vomit after it dries.. Wtf man.

CLARA CAUGHT IN THE ACT OF MURDERING MY HAIR!

It's thanks to this bunch of people that my birthday was a greaaaattt one (: EXCEPT FOR THE WHIPPED CREAM!!

poor me washing my poor hair :'(

3 BIG BEARS IN MY HOUSE!!

Really love to guys to bitttttssssssss!!!! :D

YOU MAKE MY LIFE SHINE (:

Then there's the tote bag SF friends gave to meeee it's so pretty la hahahah :D
YAY THANKS LOTSSS (:
Dinner soon please :(

And there was the birthday celebration with Yvette, Anting, Camalyn, Kaiting, Jessie , Bella, and Cheryl hahas! Cheryl left early and Qin Xuan came late so only the first 6 stayed throughout!
Still love you guys though!
And I LOVE THE FIRST 6 BESTTTTT :DD
ahahahhs (:

And Camalyn ah, your friendship DIE ALREADY LA.

Yvette upload pictures soon pleassssse (:
LOVE YOU hhahah (:

Oh before I forget.
Some pictures took with Mr Happy a week before :D
hehee.

me and pr. yueshu first (: hehes.

BALAAAAA :D

Christy looks scary in the back hahahaha :O

imitating the sad face.. haha. Majorly fail sia. OMG YVETTE LANGUAGE. :O hahahs.

Sometimes I think my life is in such a mess
I can't fix it

It's times like that that I need the Lord in my life....
and of course, bestest friends around ... (:

2009-03-31T20:03:00.000+08:00

Presenting... Mr. Happy!!! hahahahahhaa!
Why Mr. because it looks more like a guy to meeee! hehehe.
LOVE BALA TO BITS THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH HEHEH :D

It's still standing tall and happy in my house hahaha.

Tried to camwhore with Mr. Happy but failed :( bahhh. Anyway my hair sucks la. Whadya expect after running 2.4?! hahaa.

Yay to self-timer! hahahaha.

SO CUTE RIGHHTTT :D HEHEHEHE.

And I took a picture of a picture! Hahaha. Random la =/ My momma and sis hahhaa. (:

ALSO. FEATURING BEST FRIENDDDDDDD HAHAHAA. I OWE HER V LONG LE. BAHHH.

Love you for nuts la hahahah (: YOU'RE THE BESTTTTT :D hehehee.

And the next bestie... YVETTE KANISUANNNN :D hahahahah!

Oi both of you, honoured of not, get featured on my blog (:
Hehehehe.

LOVE BOTH OF YOU TO HELL LA.
<333

Okay I gtg got much to do! heeees. (:

SHIT TMR'S THE HOUSE COMM NOMINATION THING. SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.

ZZZ.

Happy Birthday!

2009-03-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Rachel Chai! hahahahaha. Today's your sweet 17 (omg I actually thought it was tmr -.-) so enjoy yourself to the max while u still have the chance! Hahaaa.
Love you and we love floorball yays!! :D heeeee (:

Anyway. I have a problem with birthdays really. Unless u give me a list to stick to, I can't remember anyone's birthday. I'm serious.

I can only rmb Jiaying's, Jia-En's, Cas' birthday very well. Like can recite from my brain. Sometimes I even forget Shi Min's one too :( BUT NOW I RMB! 11th May! Hahaa.

So I really would like to apologise if I happen to forget your birthdays... :( Really not intentional.. Geee.

Anyway, I have a best friend now (: Hahaaa. Best friends for life kay! Actually donno will be for life not since both of us will get a partner next time... so I guess it'll be the best of friends we can ever be! Omg that sounds abit bad -.-
OKAY YOU GET MY DRIFT.

So I have to feature her soon cause she keeps asking me to do it hahahaha =x So bhb right this bf! But nvm, I like ;) hahahahaha. Ofc what, who doesn't love their bf?? Hahaa.

OH YEAH AND FOR THOSE WHO PROMISED ME MY MERCI CHOCOLATE LAST YEAR FOR MY BDAY THIS YEAR, RMB OKAY! Hahahahhaha. You know who you arreeeee :D Heeeeee.

On a side note,
I'm really mad. REALLY MADDD.

Sick.
:/

2009-03-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

LOL DAMN FUCKING FUNNY LOOK AT IT HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA IT TOTALLY RESEMBLES THAT PERVY IN OUR CLASS HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

(:

2009-03-29T20:51:00.001+08:00

Best friends or lesbians??

You decide. (:

Maths maths and more maths.

2009-03-28T01:02:00.000+08:00

I hate school. I hate Maths I hate everything.

Well I love Floorball though (:

And I heard from the Melson and Yanjie that for next week's house comm nomination, I'd have to make a speech.
Die die die die mega die.

Wtf.

WTF.

I don't wanna give a SPEECH to the J1s in the LT OMFG.
How the heck do I create an impression?!

Yvette tells me I should trip and fall and make a scene so everybody will remember me.

Please la suicide man. AND IT'S NOT FUNNY STOP LAUGHING IF YOU ARE STILL LAUGHING.
:(

I am tired. I want to feature KT but I'm so lazy to search for her pic hahaha. Guess I'll do it tmr..
Gogo I need to sleep very tired sigh. Ah okay la I want to sleep alr. BYE :D

2009-03-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

Was talking to this friend from NUS High on msn and he was studying this shit for a test where Chem was part of Biology. (This is the common process Photosynthesis anyway.)

See how the govt is strangling all their students.

3/19/2009	6:25:59 PM	[c=#D9FFE8]/=xAvieR=\[/c]	terrible illusions	firstly with light.. the energy relayed to P680 with electronns from h20 transported to p680, then to the primary acceptor..
3/19/2009	6:26:11 PM	[c=#D9FFE8]/=xAvieR=\[/c]	terrible illusions	h20 den breaks down to 2H+ and O2
3/19/2009	6:27:08 PM	[c=#D9FFE8]/=xAvieR=\[/c]	terrible illusions	electrons from the primary acceptor in ps2 goes through elecrton transport chain, the cytochrome complex to form atp, den to p700 in ps1, where light is transfered to p700 at the same time..
3/19/2009	6:28:18 PM	[c=#D9FFE8]/=xAvieR=\[/c]	terrible illusions	the same electrons gets captured by the primary acceptor in ps1 and goes through a nother electron transport chain to go through NADP+ reductase, (NADP+ + 2H+ = NDAPH + H+)
3/19/2009	6:28:24 PM	[c=#D9FFE8]/=xAvieR=\[/c]	terrible illusions	end of part 1..
3/19/2009	6:28:36 PM	[c=#D9FFE8]/=xAvieR=\[/c]	terrible illusions	so?
3/19/2009	6:28:40 PM	[c=#D9FFE8]/=xAvieR=\[/c]	terrible illusions	still wan cont?

What the fuck. And he's just like us, 17 year old kiddos who aren't even permitted yet to drink alcohol legally.

What a life we poor students lead.
Meh.

it's been long..

2009-03-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hello all out there.

I donno what to update my blog with.

I hate holidays.

I hate homework.

I just finished a 1500 word essay for China Studies.

I am fked up I have no idea why.

I wish I had gone to church today.

I don't want to go to church tmr.

I have floorball tmr.

I want to camwhore now.

I think my new hair sucks.

I wished my hair was longer.

I wished I'll remove my braces now.

I want to go shopping.

I can't wait for the next break.

I want to have a life please.

I miss balloons.

I am so sad.

:(

I think this is the nicest picture of me in my effing short hair.
grow hair, grow.

so crazy.

2009-03-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

This is so crazy and unreal.

But it might be true afterall.

I might be a ______n.

fk.

zzzz

2009-03-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

I hate my new hair already.

Anyways, I bought a new backpack it's black yays hahaha. And it's only $19.90! Can u even imagine. Well apparently it's a sports brand, 'Erke'. Has anybody ever heard of it before? Cause I haven't the faintest clue it existed till today. O_O

Still afraid it will die on me pretty soon since it's so cheap.. Hahaa. Let's hope not =/

Love me hate me, say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are beggin' to If U seek Amy
(:

when dates collide.

2009-03-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

Holy momo.

My Beijing dates clashes with my church retreat.

I've already paid for the church retreat, submitted the form like 2 months ago.

I just submitted the form for Beijing not long ago. I can decide to forgo it.

Beijing's from 6th-13th June.

Church retreat's from 12th-14th June.

If I back out for the church retreat, Enci will have to room alone and I'll waste 287 bucks.
Unless I find a replacement. Which is very unlikely.

I wanna go for Beijing and church retreat so badly! I can't bear to miss either.

But Beijing's definitely more tempting.

Luck is not on my side.

Guess I'd just have to keep praying and see what I can do about it :(

In the meantime, whoever who wants to take my place for church retreat, do let me know!
I'm supposed to room with Enci anyway. (:

Kay I'll be gone!

Holidays effing sucks cause there's tons of homework.

lame.

2009-03-15T17:55:00.000+08:00

That. Is an obvious attempt at trying to ignore me you dumbass.

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

a fresh new look.

2009-03-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

For those of you who haven't seen my new hairdo...

Okay la I know my face looks round and fat :(
And some commented I look like an Egyptian :(((
Boo hoo.

But the rebonded hair will look more natural after a few days okeh! Heh. I'm so nice to upload an ugly picture of me eh.
Bleah.

Anyways. I wished we had 48 hours a day instead.
12 hours to sleep.
15 hours to chill and hang out.
5 hours to mug and catch up on stuff.
3 hours of slacking.
6 hours of hogging the com doing absolutely nothing.
and the other 7 hours to do whatever you like.

If only life is like that. Sigh.

Sometimes having too much social life ain't such a good thing at all.

Where are u?
Haven't seen you in a long while.

sweet nothing.

2009-03-11T19:07:00.000+08:00

Wonder why I feel so down.

Maybe it's the lack of sleep.
Maybe it's the mountain of homework that's piling up.
Maybe it's the stress that's drowning me.
Or maybe it's just you.

Ironic much but,
I kinda miss you.
And that you're so cold and distant towards me.

Not mine to have but yet I keep on longing.

Hope. None.
Sadness. Plentiful.

I really do miss you.
And I miss my life.

.
.
.

LOSER.

2009-03-08T15:36:00.000+08:00

If bitching about me brings you pleasure, then you're seriously sick and retarded.

On a side note,
it's the last week of school before the march hols! Wow so fast huh. Soon it'll be mid years and MJ students are all bound to fail everything. Lol. Hahahaa. Well okay majority of us and that includes me. Duh!

Anyway there's floorball training tmr yays! I feel stupid haha. I brought Melson's stick home to practice but I didn't eventually so it's kind of a wasted trip home for the stick. Lol. =/ There's nobody to pract with me what.. :(

I miss school already! So ironic though, what's with all the non-stop homework and assignments rush.

I wanna see how badly I fail Chem and Econs test la actually.

So anyway, I thought by getting a gf you'd be more mature than you already were. Turns out it's the opposite! The world is mad and unpredictable, I guess :O

Bye! (:
Have a happy week ahead :D

2009-03-07T12:39:00.000+08:00

They can't do the batman eyes (:

it can only be worse.

2009-03-04T20:21:00.000+08:00

Nothing can be worse than embarrassment.

Embarrassment from falling face first on the floor in front of 20+ guys.

TWICE.

And hitting your head on the goalpost.

And they had to go "OOOOHHHHHHHH".

Well done, Emilyn, well done.

Future house comm, embarrassed on her first day of combined practice.

I will be remembered forever. lol.

Not a good thing aye.. not a good thing...

freeee!

2009-02-28T20:49:00.000+08:00

I AM FREEEEEEEE! FREE FROM ALL THE TORTUROUS TUTORING OMGZXZX.

YES!

So I ended my last tuition today I am terribly underpaid. Am not happy. So I quit. Lol. Nah that's just part of the reason the main reason is I thought I couldn't cope with all the workload and I need my Saturday noons for homework yea...

Talking about homework.. I have a 1500 word essay due next Friday! Which sucks like big MF yeah. CSE CSE. I have to write an essay on the factors which contribute to the creation of an identity for an ethnic group. How to churn 1500 words?! Insanity much. Sigh.

Finished my first GP essay it felt like crap to read it seriously I think if I'm the teacher I'll just fail that script. Like my writing makes no sense at all. I'm just repeating the obvious fact and describing rather than argue.
Blame it on the topic! I'm supposed to write on youth's interest towards Politics. Wtf! Why some people get topics like Technology on young people's lives or the effect of Mass Media and we get a shit topic like POLITICS.

So not fair.

Let's just hope I pass it then... Sigh. Then I'll know not to dwell on these topics in the future. Why oh why is GP so content based. :(

Went to IKEA with a bunchies of kewl kiddos yesterday hahahaha. We camwhored like freaking nobody's business pictures are up on FB but Yvette's cam sucks big time that the photos are not even clear. O_O THANKS AH YVETTE. LOL. Should have used my cam instead!

Anyway I found out a very interesting thing today. Sorry if I'm slow but I just realised the shortforms for various words are derived from taking out the vowels. :O SO KOOL RIGHT.
Like for eg, "Homework" becomes hmwrk, the commonly known short form when u take out the vowels. And "sorry" becomes sry/srry. Then "seriously" becomes srsly.
OMG SO COOL. Hahahahah okay fine I know I'm slow but at least I know now! O_O

Kay la Ima do my 1500 word essay now sob sobz I still have long dued maths homework. Sigh.

olympica parada 2009!

2009-02-21T19:06:00.000+08:00

Olympica Parada 2009. I run so freakin slow. LOL.

NVM. Floorball will train me! I will be in the top 20 next year! Hahahhaha. Okeh maybe I'll be in the top 50 only.... Lol.

So here are the pictures :D
I look very ugly in some lol :( SHAGGED LA WHADYA EXPECT.
3.3km eh! Okay it didn't feel that long hahah I think I ran half of Pasir Ris Park la... O_O hahhaaa.

Oh you can click on the pictures for larger view I think.... I'm using Mozilla Firefox I don't know about Internet Explorer sorry... haha.

Mei Xuan so pweeetieeeee hahahah :D very pretty sial. hahas.

And finally, a class photo without MARTIAN PHEWWWWWWWW. Hahahaha it's 09S414 with Si Han!! :D
Mei Xuan's Taiwan Crispy Chilli Chicken with Curry Rice. hahahahah. What a long name. Looks freakin nice right? lol.

That's Tammie and I trying to form a LOVE hahahahhaa but apparently it failed :( Hahahas. So cute right! :D hahahaha.

Then we went to watch a movie Pink Panther 2 it was freakin hilarious but definitely not worth my 10 bucks lol hahaa. The movie's alright but I would have preferred to watch that Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons or whatever it's called. But the only film can only be caught at 8.30pm :( Hahahaa. Lazy laaaaaaa. I wanna sleep in early tonight :( Sorry.

OMG time passes so fast my Sat is OVER already! 2 days later and we start school wow wow wow wow wow this is so not happening to me! Homework all not done!

I'm sucha mugger nowadays haha... Aye.. What to do, Merdians.. hahaha.

Ey I just realised running today won't help me lose fats lo I ate so much today the fats will never be burned -.- AHHH regret. NVM I CAN'T WAIT FOR FLOORBALL TRAINING OH MANNN.
Monday Monday!

Hahhaha see you guys soon! :D LOVE YOU (:

crash, baby.

2009-02-20T20:36:00.000+08:00

So freaking tired O_O
School's tiring. I have less than 6 hours of sleep everyday I'm becoming zombiefied. :O

Wait, zombies and martians are not of the same kind right?

Oh they're both pale white!!!! :OOOO

D. TERROR!

Anyway, school has been a hella fun I owe pictures to everybody hahaa. So enjoy the pictures they're not in order of time i just post them hahaha.

Note: Please save your criticisms and DO NOT INSULT anyone okay so only constructive remarks are allowed THANKS (:

CREDITS GO TO TEO KAI TING OF 09S414. TYVM.

This picture looks like they're all praying LOL. Hahahahhaa.

KAITING U SUCKSSSSSS SIA TAKE ME UNTIL SO UGLY.

Yvette emo sia... hahaha.

THIS IS DAMN FUNNY LOLLLLLL.

And wth does this mean? 5 O levels?! O_OOOOO

And presenting the love of my Meridian life.......

09S414. (: Thank you for all the fun and laughter we've shared and I'm sorry to Li Khong cause you're not present in the picture! :( I promise we'll take a class photo soon! That is, without the martian obviously.. Lol. =/

Okay bye people I'm uber tired gonna crash NOW.
SEE YA :D

Olympica Parada tmr! Pasir Ris Park 0730 so early lol....
Run as if you're being chased by the martian!!! :O

Oh I forgot.. I'm gonna do my Chinese homework based on N.. haha. ):

Peace.

2009-02-17T21:02:00.000+08:00

Hey I got into Floorball hola :D hahahaha (:
I'm gonna work my way into the team yes yes must must I willl.

And I'm gonna join House Comm! Hahaa.

Then I'm gonna get promoted to Year 2!

Cross fingers---

Anyway. I can't be bothered to argue with Guest. I'm being nice not to reveal who you are u idiot.
Like when the fuck did I piss you off?

I ASKED NICELY WHY U WENT TO PISS YVETTE OFF.
I WASN'T PICKING A FIGHT OR AN ARGUMENT.
GO CHECK YOUR MSN HISTORY IF YOU HAVE ONE.
I SAID 'HAHAHA' EVEN.
AND YOU FUCKING HAD TO ACCUSE ME.
AND SPAM ON MY TAGBOARD RIDICULOUS NOTHINGS.
Whatever makes you happy anyway.

I'm not gonna get pissy and curse and swear, really.
Who cares whether I don't have a bf or husband in future I could still lead a fruitful and happy life for God and all.
Anyhow, peace out man.

Floorball trainings start this Thurs! :D
Oh and I bought a new pair of Reebok sports shoes hahaha so in love with it. It's $109 of my hard earned money heart pain sial.
Kk I'm not in a very happy mood because apparently I got accused for nothing thanks a lot RAZE.

bitchy all around.

2009-02-16T19:12:00.000+08:00

She's a total changed person. No one ever knew she was sucha bitch. Guess we all do by now.

Anyway to guest: Like I said, you get it, you do. You don't get it, then too bad. My English ain't good at all I suck at expressing stuff so perhaps I have brought out my point wrongly ah whatever.

The point is, I already said I'm not looking for a boyfriend at this point in time! Haha. Have u not gotten my message?

Anyway, it's school and studies for meeeeee I wanna join Floorball and House Comm that is if I get in. If I get a bf too I'd most probably not promote so why bother. There are so many chances in life man.

My life is cool enough. YOU should get a life by not spamming ridiculous nonsense on people's blog.

Hate it, leave it. Why bother to stay and read on? O_O
Makes no sense right.

Anyway. School sucks I don't understand Maths still and there's tons and tons of homework every single day it's just the second week of school oh bother. I'm gonna be so dead when CCA kicks in... ):

See ya, don't wanna be `ere! O.O

Happy Valetines :D

2009-02-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

Sorry I'm abit late but Happy Valentines' to all out there whether you're single or attached! Hahaa.

So I'm still single this year hahah and hopefully next year. Don't wish to be tied down together with all my other responsibilites considering I'm so ambitious lol.

No boyfriends but of course there will be tons of boy-boy friends haha. (:

Actually sometime I do wonder how will my future boyfriend be like. How he looks like, how good/shit is he.. lol. Hahaa. Okay if he reads this like 3 years or more down the road I'd be dead. LOL.

My purpose in writing this post today is to actually state my view about Valentines' Day. I think it's a very special day for couples, but sometimes some shouldn't go to the extent like treating Valentines' as your wedding day. What I mean it, it shouldn't be too extravagant or overboard. A simple dinner and a small bouquet of flowers would suffice actually..

It's very funny how people regard Valentines' Day so so gloriously. You should love your partner all the days of the year and not only express your tremendous and outward love only on that one 'special' day!

Okay if you get it you do you don't then too bad it's just my personal opinion. I think I heard it on the radio like a few years ago and am constantly reminded of it every Valentines.. Haha.

So Valentines' Day is a special day definitely, but love should be expressed throughout the year la.. Ah I hope you get my drift.

Anyway I've seen more desperate people. Like they get together a few weeks/days before Valentines' just so that they have someone to spend it with on Vday.

If you're both serious, okay. But if you're not...? I have no idea what to say. Lol.
Best of luck I guess.

School starts again tmr ahhh. Somebody save me I can't do Chem I can't do Maths and it's just the first week of school. REJOICE.

So shagged zzzz.

freakin tired.

2009-02-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

I love this blogskin haha! I know the tagboard kinda spoils the plain-ish design but I'm too tired to change it will do so when I've more time hahaa.

So I've chosen my CCA! Tata!
Now first choice would be... Floorball weeee! Lol. I'm nuts yes the training is like mad but I'm still going for it I wanna try running for House Comm too call me mad or whatever, but I still believe 2 years in College is realllly short and we should really make the best out of it.

Of course, that doesn't exclude getting promoted at the end of the year.
I MUST GET PROMOTED!

In fact, the whole of 09S414 MUST get promoted together as a class!
Hahaa.

We slipped out of school again today at 10+ and came back only near 1.

Meridians are hardcore muggers. We went to E!Hub and while waiting for SuperDog to start their business, we sat outside and DID OUR HOMEWORK. Yes, lol. The 10 of us! LOL. Really hilarious. Hahaha. We mug everywhere we go. Omg. SERIOUSLY.
What happened to the concept of closet mugging? Lol.

Anyways. Econs sucks. And so does Chem lol. Don't know why the hell I'm taking Chem when my Science is so weak. If not for the pumping and drilling by Mrs Chee I wouldn't have scraped an A2 for Chem in Os lol.

College life is reallllllly fun, no joke. Okay maybe it's just the first week that's why I'm saying this. But what I'm trying to say is, despite how mundane and sulky each day may be, try to make it a happy one because ultimately we are the ones who decide whether the school is a boring or exciting one right? (:

Always be humble, never boastful. Only then will you succeed. (:

Happy Valentines' Day in advance too all out there! It seems like tomorrow's Valentines instead of Sat. Hahaa.

A's so so so so sooooooooooooo cute. Hahhahaa.
But he's a ____ too. :(

yada.

2009-02-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

Went for some funeral earlier on and apparently I was related to the deceased lol. And I don't even know her in any sense. I mean, she doesn't even recognise my MUM la. Well she's my great grandmother lol.

So freakin tired I wanted to get started on Maths today but I'm too dead I can't even bring myself to touch any homework.

MJC is a mugger school. SERIOUSLY. On the FIRST day of school everybody's busy chionging homework already. Not kidding. Study benches and library's all packed like crazy omg I couldn't believe it hahaa. But oh well think I'll get used to this kinda life. :(

Anyway, I heard the floorball stick will cost me 150 bucks. Aw. Now I would definitely have to reconsider.
:(

floorball

2009-02-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

Floorball trainings = mega ftw.

Nevertheless, I think I'm still gonna join it. (:

Pray hard!

2009-02-08T20:50:00.001+08:00

Pray pray I pass the Floorball trials! >.<

Stop ranting about all the different JCs la. Haiyo.

Fortitude 2009

2009-02-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

I am so tired I'ma gonna crash but I think I should blog about it tonight instead of tomorrow because I'll forget many details tmr, lol.

So Fortitude 2009 ended successfully, Meridians went home exhausted yet very very happy. Games being initiated from cool and creative story lines really perked us Meridians to be hyper and play like mad lol. From Mass Meridian Monopoly to Great Meridian Seige and Who Stole Our Powers, it was really a hell lot of fun. Ofc, none of these could have been achieved without the OGLs.

And I'm proud to say, PHOBOS ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE ROCKKKKK! AHAHAHA.
But we did it because we had a great captain. I think Firdaus is a really great captain. Winning isn't really everything. We're here to make friends with other houses not make enemies. We play fair and we play quick. That is how we clinch the prize. Firdaus you're HOT SIAAAAAAAA SIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Hahahahaa. (Inside joke)
Just like Red Hot Phobos :D hahahaa.

Our class has only 1 guy, Darius. LOL. And 13 girls. What a small class hahahaa. Cause we take a weird combination I guess. It's a mixed class of CME and either H1 Phy/CSE/GSC. LOL.
We may have Li Khong but that is if he decides to stay in MJC hahaa.

PHOBOS I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. Although you're always mistaken as a Chicken we're one powerful fiery PHOENIX! WEEEE. And I love my class! Hahhaa.

I will miss all the mass dances and cheers and also the couple dance! Hahaha. I got a spontaneous couple the first time round but not the second so it was rather sad hahaa. The third I danced with a girl hahaha (: MY OGL :D

So great great love to all my OGLs and PHOBOS HOUSE COMM and STUDENT COUNCILSSS (: hahahahaa. We really had great fun but now my muscles ache very bad after yesterday's MMM. I think I lost 2kg running so much lol. Hah just kidding. I wish ah, lol.

Anyway, I wanna go for Floorball tryouts this coming Monday I have no freaking background in sports whatsmore Floorball I'll be very much disadvantaged sigh. But I should at least TRY eh. hahaha. If I don't get in I should join Tennis hahaa.

Oh yeah there's this guy who's from Soccer Phobos 6 he's seriously not bad-looking lol. I'll be attending same letures as him I guess so kudos to that! Hahahaaa. :D No la.
Another eye-candy in the making.

Anyway I saw HQ today after not seeing him for like...3 days? hahahaa. LONG TIME U KNOW. Considering I was only in school for like 6 days LOL.

Kay la I'm seriously gonna freakin crash my eyes are not cooperating with me it's only just pass midnight so upsetting hhaaa.
School's starting on Monday have to re-alter my skirt it's too short LOL. AH whatever.

K bye SLEEP have a goodnight's rest people!

LOVE MERIDIAN :D

:O

2009-02-04T19:44:00.000+08:00

LIEW HQ I WILL RMB YOU IN MY 2 YEARS IN MJC YOU ARE MY ULTIMATE EYECANDY HAHAHHAAAAAAAAA. Well maybe for now only.

:DDD.

One of the reasons I look forward to going to school now. LOL.

I JUST REALISED.

2009-02-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

OMG. I JUST FIGURED. I HAVEN'T BLOG ABOUT MY NEW IPOD NANO. HOW COULD I FORGET?!

Okay so here's introducing my baby no. 2(laptop's my first baby) hahahaa.

Tata~

CHIO RIGHT? CHIO RIGHT??!!!! LOL. Hahahaha I'm insanely in love with it ohoh. PINK IS SO ME bahhhhh. I think the love thing is pretty cool I was inspired by some pictures taken by fans of iPod too hahah (:

This was the cover which cost me 50 bucks. Tell me about it. My iPod is only 8gB and buying just these 2 items cost me 300 bucks... zzz. When I reached home I realised something tremendously stupid.

Apple Online store is selling 199 bucks for 16gB. And the cover only cost $24.95. GG. VERY VERY WELL DONE. I WAS CONNNNEDDDDDD. I could have bribed my sis to lend me her debit/credit card oh what a fool am I. I wasted like 70+ bucks. But oh. Guess I can earn that in a month then... Sighhhhhh.

Anyways. I loaded S3 of Heroes into my Pod now hahahah so I can watch it on my way to school :D
HAHAHHAA. Though the screen is small but it's not THAT small compared to those of the earlier nano generations.. So.. I'm happy already lol.
Sorry but I don't like Touch I think it's somewhat useless.. hahaa. Cause the battery lifespan is really short so I don't really like it =x
And Classic costs a bomb and is too bulky and heavy.
A friend of mine told it's quite useful to girls hahah we can conk pervy fellows out with it. Self-preservation purposes ya know? LOL.

Ah I'm going to sleep I'm uber tired hahahaa. School tmr again... Actually school without homework or stress... can get quite boring too.. lol. Hahaha.
BYEBYE PEOPLE.

Basking in the sun.

2009-02-03T15:58:00.001+08:00

I'm a duckhead hahahaa. Like totally. Indecision much. I change my mind every few minutes how dumb can that get. A few minutes I wanted to take geog. Then I wanted to appeal to Arts stream. Then I wanted to take Econs and drop Lit. Then I wanted to take 4H2.

And the list goes on.

SO. I've finally decided. I'm NOT appealing so I'll be jolly happy in Science, and I'm taking Chem Econs Maths and CSE. NOW DON'T CALL ME CHEENA. CAUSE EVERYBODY IS DOING THAT RIGHT NOW, HELL.

CSE means China studies in ENGLISH. ENGERISH FOR GOODNESS SAKEEEEEEE. Like I mean I don't take GSC which is General Studies in CHINESE right?! AND besides, the China economy is a booming industry now. Think how useful CSE might be.
But anyway. I don't know what I need Chem for anyway lol. In case I change my mind in uni and wanna go for Science or Engineering is it? Hell no I'm taking Engineering lol cause my Physics SUCKS.

Anyway. I have been seeing myself as a businesswoman in future nowadays and it really scares the shit out of me. I don't wanna rot in the office! I wanna travel! Work abroad. BE AN AIR STEWARDESS. HAH. Highly unlikely. Just like VJC, that's just a dream. Right. Ofc, like hell, air stewardess(es?) get PAID TO TRAVEL WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND WOULDN'T WANT THAT.

Unless you're insane that is.

Tammie and Yvette are taking the same courses as me haha. Cas is taking Bio as a H1 instead. Think we're all taking 3H2s cause we wanna slack lol. Life is so much easier with 3H2 haha I wanna enjoy life in JC man.

Saw a very pretty senior girl who was in House Comm today. She's like uberrrrrrrrr pretty the girl of all guys' dream hahaha. No I'm not kidding you should see for yourself.
Hahaha and I feel like joining House Comm. If I can ever qualify. I was told there were only 6 people in House Comm O_O lolz.
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzxzxzx.

MJC's school rules very relaxed hhahaa. Any shoe is allowed, no colour restrictions or whatsoever. You can wear any colour hairband on your head you can even not tie your hair when it is way over the collar. And you can all wear super long uniforms and super short skirts hahaha I think that's how JCs function la. So different from sec school.

I think I'm gonna love my school very much next time. Haha. Although it's not as on as VJC definitely, the school spirit is very much there and I would say we're not a dead school at all. No offence but I think it's way better than TJC... well correct me if I'm wrong.

Take for example, the OGLs were demonstrating the mass dance we'll learn tmr, and there was something wrong with the mic or speaker the music kept stopping abruptly halfway.
So the OGLs, instead of jeering or stopping they weren't deterred and they shouted the song out while dancing. I think it's really very heart-warming to know that MY JC is a cool and as one of the cheers go, SUPER ON one :D

So all of you out there, enjoy yourself at your new school and make the best out of your two years! Hahahaa. Have the max FUN you can ever have in your entire life. For those who're going Poly, GOOD LUCK for everything and I still hate you guys for having longer holidays hahahaha :D

Smile smile smile your greatest cause this magnificent world is filled with colours(:

Bumblebeeeeeeee

2009-02-02T18:09:00.000+08:00

Weeee this blog is finally open once again! Hahahaa. Okay it's a silly blog url but at least it was better than creating-rainbows. Or maybe not. Hahaha.

So today was first day of school in MJC and I hafta say.....

It sucked. No kidding.

Why? Because orientation starts on Thursday and from Mon to Wed it will be occupied with administrative lessons because the school apparently wants us to be sorted and settled in our CGs(Civic Groups) before friendship bonds are made. Orientation from Thurs to Sat will no doubt be wacky fun I'm very sure about that hahahaa.

People at MJC are so welcoming and friendly(: Well I'm talking about the year twos haha. I don't even know the year ones hahaa.

So today we had talks after talks and we sat in the hall till our butts ache, feet legs ankles hurt and it was damn horrible I tell ya, sitting in the hall like that.

Oh but a VERY CUTE TEMASEK GUY sat beside me today he's soooooooo cute hhahaah! But sadly I don't even know his name :( Nevermind I will find out soon since I remember his face! Okay I don't exactly remember his face I remember him by his uniform currently so if he ever change to PE or whatnot... I'm dead. Lol. But he's damn cute I tell ya.

Then there was this girl who sat in front of me. Apparently Kenneth and I were in the same group(cause we were sorted out according to names) and I sat beside Kenneth and that girl kept talking to us non-stop. Well mostly I was the one whom she talked to most cause Kenneth can't be bothered with her LOL.

Hahhaha then Kenneth did a very funny thing. He texted on his phone "I swear she's sociable" and showed it to me LOL.
Well I was rather mean cause every part of my lower body was aching badly already so I replied "More likely irritating".

Hahahah oops. I don't know her name but I know she's from AHS and she's super kiasu. Like she brought her 'A' Level Mathematics book to the first day of school la. O_O

I have to say I'm very happy and glad to be in MJC rather than AJC because I'd be a freak there with no friends and I'll just go wandering around campus alone... zzz. I really think we should have orientation the first day because people who are like the only few from some zombie sec sch(they are the smarter or better individuals) can at least get to make some friends.. It's very horrible to be all by yourself lonely and all.. Totally can't imagine.

I'm looking forward totally to Wed because there's Mass Dance omggggzzzxz can't wait hahaha!
Meanwhile I still don't know what course to take yet hahahaa.

I should have appealed to go to arts stream, but it's too late now ah. I wanna take ELit2 Econs2 Maths2 it's totally an Arts course la -.- Anyway. I'm settling for Chem2, Elit2, Maths2 and CSE1.
CSE1 will be China Studies in English it seems very interesting we study China history and economic problems hahaha my sis says it's quite specialised and the job scope it offers are so much better than being around in a lab lolz. And I would say I quite agree hahaa.

No Econs for me so sad I really wanna take it but that means I'll have to sacrifice my ELit :( Anyway the Elit teachers esp the female Dr. looks TOTALLY intimidating. Like she's gonna EAT YOU UP at any opportunity, I'm not joking. The guy is already horrible enough and then there's the lady to deal with. Oh God can imagine Lit lessons all over again. Those days when Puja taught us.... lol. Hahahaa. Really terrifying I tell ya. Each lesson we will dread and hope time pass as quicky as possible. Now history repeats itself... Great.

Meanwhile I have to say.. MJC's disciplinary committee (P, VP, DM and all) speak....... let's not be too mean shall we? Well they don't speak as PROFICIENTLY as the rest you can say.... Whereas the teaching staffs, their English all can kick-ass. Lol and they speak real fast. It's pretty cool to listen to them hahaha.

I have a feeling I'm gonna love my school next time but I guess now's not the moment yet.. Haha because I'm still in the missing-VJC mode. Lol. Hahaha. I really long to study at VJC but I guess it's probably not the school for me so... guess I'll just have to accept the fact hahaha. Anyway seriously MJC is a mugger school I don't think I can mug like those people out there siol.. But you bet I'm gonna produce as good or even better results than those muggers hahahaha :D Afterall, TK students are all smart right? :D
Hahahas.

I'm so glad TK students are not like kiasu or whatever. Because there're those demo lectures(which the teachers are ALL very proud of because apparently MJC is the ONLY JC which offers that) and then the lecture halls are rather small cannot fit the whole population. It's very funny how those other school students try their best to squeeze and get a seat inside while the TK students are usually the last to go in, and we often end up having no seats lol. So we can't attend those lectures. Hahahahha funny joke man.

Okay I guess that's enough rantings for the day hahaha haven't ranted so much in a long while hahaha hopefully there's more to come so my blog won't be so dead ever :D

Hahhahaa. (:
Bye all! I'm loving my school! Lol.

Omg.

2009-02-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

Omg how stupid I was! Here's how it goes. I went to delete my bigsmile cause I was so irritated with it. Then I thought I could redeem it after thinking about how old it had been already.

THEN stupid blogger decided to screw me. It told me I couldn't put '-' at the start. Which means no more '-bigsmile'. BOOHOOOOO. Ah now I'm stuck with what 'creating-rainbows'. Wanted 'paint-a-rainbow' actually but apparently it was already taken ah heck I can't think of any for the moment meanwhile I'll just stick to this crap.

I like my new shoutout hahaha. KOPEd it from Aly muahahaha.
It's getting late there's church in the morn tmr I'm going to sleep already tata---
hahahas.

See all of you who are going to MJ on Monday.
Ohs and anyways, good luck to all those who're appealing hahas. All the best, hope you get into a school of your choice. Being in a school which u absolutely detest is not gonna turn out good eh..

K bye.
Some people say I'm 'loso', naggy for short, and so I should just stop ranting and be a nag. O_O

haiz.

2009-01-30T14:06:00.000+08:00

New year new beginning, yet the irony lies in that we will still see familiar faces, and it will be a familiar environment. Sigh.

Well at first I was happy because it's nearer to my house.

Then circumstances change when I picture myself seeing some people I dislike.

Sigh.

How I envy those who got in to VJ actually.
Life is never fair.

BOOOOOOO.

And then people who don't deserve to be in JCs for instance are in the same school as me. (No offence here, this is a biased account)

COWWWWWW.

Okay bye.
School starts next week.

Initially I can't wait for school to start.
Now I'm dreading it all.
Coolness ~~

life.

2009-01-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

This blog is dead. As such I don't even feel like uploading the pics taken on New Year hahaha.
Aww. I didn't camwhore because I was too tired to and have to say that CNY visitation was such a drag.

Kay I am effing tired wanna dieeeeeeeeeee.
And I'm going off to Msia tmr. Coolness. lol. You might think I can sleep along the way but I tell u no, I can't sleep because I'll fall into the sea. Lol. That's because I'll be taking a boat you idiot. lol.

I miss N. Hah new evolutionized person here carrying another denitial initial surnitial whatever u wish it to be lol. Eyecandy much.

I believe N's right. Let nature take its course. Heh.
I'm too tired to fall in love.

And I'm gonna crash soon.. lol.

...

2009-01-23T19:43:00.001+08:00

One word. Disgusting.

sigh.

2009-01-22T09:39:00.000+08:00

I feel like closing this blog.

goood.

2009-01-21T00:05:00.000+08:00

It's good to see that we've all settled.
Havta admit, I'm a little upset though...
Thought I wouldn't be but well I guess I am pretty much huh.

Leave me be, will ya?

Preggy woman.

2009-01-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

I feel terribly nauseous. Like a pregnant woman. Ah but I bet it's hundred times worst. But somehow I can't even retch. It's so bad my fingers are trembling insanely. Totally shaking. Gawd.
And I am freaking cold.

No I'm not hungry I ate my dinner and I was full so what's the damn cause? I have a splitting headache now too and I can't get to sleep cause the nausea is killing me. Die off die off pleaseeee.

Meanwhile I just finished Heroes S2 haha, or rather I'm at the last epi ooo Takezo Kensei/Adam Monroe is really cool heh heh. Should watch S3 really slowly if not I'll wait until I turn into a giraffe before S4 and s5 comes out.. hahaa.

I know it's inappropriate to say this, but I miss you much. Sigh...
I really really do. And I believe this has to stop real soon. =/

WINK WINK

2009-01-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

I SO LOVE MY NEW HOUSE. TOTALLY IRONIC BUT YEAHHHH :D

Meanwhile Housewarming will be postponed my new house is pretty empty there's no refrigerator and no TV sob sob hahahaha but I still have my laptop yippeeeee :D hahahahaa. Yays(:

LOVE
LOVE
LOVE
LOVE
LOVE
<3

Joel please remember what you promised hahahaa. Okay u didn't promise but yea u did mention I don't care(:

:(

2009-01-17T00:04:00.001+08:00

Mum just came back from the new house.

And she said it was not as expected.

Meaning to say, it's ugly. U.G.LY.

:(
:(
:(
:(
:(
:(
:(
:(
:(
:(
:((((((((((

And we're shifting tmr morning. :(

Heroes.

2009-01-16T18:55:00.000+08:00

HEROES.

Peter Petrelli,
Nathan Petrelli
Claire Bennet,
Hiro Nakamura,
Nikki Sanders,
D.L. Hawkins,
Mat Parkman(is it? I'm lazy to google the characters lol),
Mohinder Suresh,
Molly Walker,
Elle (Kristen Bell),
.
.
.
.
And many more....

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! I LOVE HEROES HAHAHAA. I'm at season 2 I'm totally hooked I can't get enough of it ohmygawd can't believe I took so long to get started on it hahaa.

On a second note... I hate Gabriel Gray a.k.a. SYLAR. Lol. Yea I hate his character why is he so selfish and greedy zzz.
His face irks me.. hahaa.

I think Peter Petrelli is way too cool. COOL SHIT. Omg. His character is awesome I like his ability, that is to absorb others' powers hahaha :D

Claire Bennet (in show) is sooooo pretty her eyes are the best man.. And needless to say, Kristen Bell is as pretty as hell hahaaa. So sweeeeeet (:

Okay hahah I'm googoo and gagaing over heroes now lol pardon me for being so late but whatever. Looks like I can't cont watching until I reach my new house tmr :(
I WANT MY PSP BACK. SO I CAN LOAD HEROES IN IT AND WATCH IT ANYWHERE.
GIVE ME BACK MY PSP STUPID SIS. lol.

Okay byeeeeeeee. (:

2009-01-15T15:19:00.000+08:00

OH MY GAWD.

Okay I just submitted my JAE registration. Lolllllllllll. Notice I didn't change my address because I've not shifted OFFICIALLY. Who cares hahahahaa. If they looked at your address they'll most probably post me to Anderson. Lookie lookie lols..

I think u can click on it for an enlarged image. I am crazy. After much consideration I have finally decided. Thank you all who have listened to my complaints all these while hahaa. Thank God I came to a decision (:

BYEBYE. LUNCHIE. :D hahahaa.

Difference

2009-01-13T10:19:00.000+08:00

The difference between very good schools and just average schools:

Very good schools don't offer H1. At all.
And they have all the subject combis that are super nice.

Average schools offer crappy subject combis.
And 3H2 1H1 is the norm for them. And it sucks. And the choices are so little.

It sucks. Like 500 thousand times I still prefer VJC.

I hate my new house.

baboon

2009-01-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

Was talking to my primary school friend on msn.. hahaha. He found me on Facebook some day ago. And, hahahha he's so funny!

So much to catch up on.. hahaha.. Sigh. A pity I never keep in contact with my pri school friends. We always say we wanna go out during the hols and stuff.. But look at this now, sigh.. We don't even talk normally :( Saddening aye.

Good news to annonce here lol. I'll be moving to Yishun next Sat! Hahaha. As in officially. Best of luck to me I'll be so away from the world. Can't bear to be away from all my friends man.. sigh. That's the reason why I'm not considering ACJC or AJC. But ACJC's so tempting.... Like, boarding school hello? T_T

Eh I have a good feeling about my new house. Think it'll look super super nice after all the renovation hahaha. Please get ready for Housewarming Party hahah! :D
My mum keeps telling me this this that that about the new house despite my dislike for the location I cannot help but anticipate the moving to my new house.... Lol.
Teeheesss.

Reminiscing.... hahahaa.
Awww. Miss the old times.. :(
When days were better. No worrying of O level results.. Just primary school friends, basketball.....

Life used to be better. =/

Anxiety.

2009-01-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

O LEVEL RESULTS ARE OUT ON THE 12TH JAN PEOPLEEEEEEE.

SHIT.
SHIT.
SHIT.
SHIT.
SHIT.

SHIT.

THE ANXIETY AWAITS...........
GOOD LUCK ALL. LOL.

I'm sorry :(

2009-01-05T07:47:00.000+08:00

I've hurt someone -- again. Yes, with my callous remarks.
No wonder I'm always getting ulcers in my mouth. I get my own desserts.

It seems like I'm always apologising to people whom I've hurt. But does saying 'Sorry' helps? Actually it doesn't. If it does why in the world do we need the police? Any criminal could just apologise and get away scot-free.
Then again, any murderer could just kill their victims and tell the corpse 'sorry' right?

Learn. I'm always not learning. Like as if that one time wasn't enough. You want everything to happen again? No way man.

I should just keep all comments to myself.

I'm so tired of pleasing the world...

Hello 2009!

2009-01-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

Many many of us sent our dear friend Nadiah off yesterday. She's migrating for good yeah.. Sobsob :( But ah, I think we shouldn't cry because it's totally ironic to cry when you're sending someone off to wish her success right? (: hehe.

And so goodbye my very dear friend... I wish you success in all your future endeavours and I love you alwaysssss!!!! And will never forget you (:

Love you always! Take goooooooooood care in Adelaide (: hehe will look you up if I ever go there!:D

Met up with some lovelies at the airport yesterday too hahaha :D Awwww I misss you guys soooooo much!!! ((((: So STOP working and we should go out! Gawwwwdddddddd. T_T hahahaa.

Here's a last picture taken on the first wee hours of New Year. Went for a prata treat hahaha.
This picture was taken to make Aly jealous MUAHAHAHHA LOL cause you don't get to eat any tissue prata!! Lalalala. Neh neh ni poo pooo hahahhaah okay I'm acting all retarded here pardon me my kiddy hormones are acting up :D

Cheeeeers to all! :D hehehee. BYE:D

happy 2009!

2009-01-01T03:14:00.000+08:00

I am crazy. Absolutely. It's 3am I just reached home hahahahah I felt so full made myself puke a little lol and guess what came out:

Prata! And the curry!? LOL. Funny hahahahhaha. And I could spell vodka in it,really. Cause I came home to drink my sis' leftover vodka hahaha.

Sorry for being so random heheheheeeee :D

Wishing everyone out there a HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRR :D yay hahhahahahaa. Although I missed the fireworks but still cool and hip(:

Cheers all! :DD

P.S. I have something for lime green now I have no idea why. ALY ALL YOUR FAULT. HEH.

hello blogger!

2008-12-30T19:14:00.000+08:00

Hello Mr/Ms Blog :D

I miss you. But I miss LJ more hahahah so I guess I'll be blogging very often there :D heheheee.

So anyway, I went cycling today finally got my lazy ass outta the house to the world facing the scorching sun weeeee. It was hella fun.. So long since I hung out with those buds man.. Aww I love them hahaa! Thank you for the great day(: Although we almost died of skin cancer and almost spoiled the Flying Fox which were only for kids but in return we all got tanned! Hahaah. Yeah I think Cas' a red lobster now hahaa.

Yup and we'll be going swimming soon I guess, and with Yvette also :D heheehe. I'm gonna become a tanned bitch lol. AND I'm gonna run till I lose those fats on my face yay the motivation is back from who knows where PLUS I MUST start practicing my piano soon gawddddd. Few years down the road I'll take up violin lessons it'll be cool to attend lessons with all the small kids around hahahahah but it's gonna be major fun yay joyyyy hahaaa.

Meanwhile mustmust pick up books and READ prepare myself for GP man.... LOL. OH AND I WAS REMINDED OF A VERY DEVASTATING FACT TODAY:

'O' Level results will be out on the 12th Jan! (tentatively) But the P says it'll be out near 15th Jan, while Jy says it'll be out on the 19th and also Je said it'll be out on the 9th. SO! The earliest date possible will be the 9th and HOW MANY DAYS LEFT IS IT FROM NOW????

10! FREAKIN 10! OHMYGAWD GAWD GAWD GAWD GAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. CAN U IMAGINE THE TENSION OF IT ALL AH I THINK IMA GONNA FAINT ON RESULTS DAY GAWD WHAT IF I DON'T MAKE IT EVEN TO MJC I SHOULD JUST COMMIT SUICIDE. T_T

Oh but wait why should I be so worked up? Now I suddenly remember, why I HADN'T been worrying these 2 months because I know God has everything planned for me! So why worry about tomorrow? For tomorrow has it's own worries(: Hahaha. Needa have faith needa have faith in the Lord(:

I wanna become a tanned skinny biatch-monkeyyy weeeeeeeee just watch ONE DAY I will be. Lol. ONE DAY man....... hahahahahahaa. What rubbish.

Haha while I was showering just now I thought about couples. Imagine one of them, girl or guy, is extremely black(sun exposure much) while the other, is the extreme opposite, WHITE. Like erm, closest I can describe is WHITE CHICKEN. Lol. Oh gawd. HELL.

Then you know who I thought of? What happens if J ends up with Y?? CAN'T. IMAGINE. NO. WAY. IN. HELL. LOL.
If they DO end up together.......................................................................

That day will be when pigs can fly :D

hahahahahahahha!

Okay la I am totally insane here LOL.
Here's wishing everyone a HAPPY 2009!!!

CHEERS ALL! AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU FELLOW READERS OUT THERE HEHE :D

Sigh I'm so in need of booze. I'm not high enough yet la =p
Bye!

I don't understand

2008-12-30T07:54:00.000+08:00

Just what do you want??? I don't understand, I really don't! WHY. ARE. YOU. DOING. THIS. TO. ME.
DO YOU KNOW IT'S FREAKIN GETTING ON THE NERVES BECAUSE HELL I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE BLASPHEMY OF IT ALL!!

Why are you ignoring me?!

What a hypocrite.

2008-12-28T19:41:00.000+08:00

So fake, so unreal, a hypocrite. Yes, you.

Hello people!

2008-12-26T11:03:00.000+08:00

Happy Boxing Day people! Rip and open all your presents now!!! Hahahhaa. I don't have many presents only cards so I can't rip eh :( Sad-ed but hahahha cards are enough :D

So how did you spend your Chrissymus man? I had a fun fun joyous day although I kinda wrecked half of my day cause I was freakin tired from caroling on Christmas Eve. I slept at 2am and woke up at 7am how sad is that! :( But ANYWAY, wanted to say, Emilyn Koh is officially baptised! Hahahahaha. Yesterday was like my wedding man, everybody shook hands with me ahahahahha.

So after service we went to Momoya Restaurant (the closest I can describe it is it's beside Miss U Cafe) yeap so if you still don't know I can't do anything about it. I think the restaurant's very new and apparently the service sucks. Elim ordered some pork cutlet and after 45 mins when it was still not served she asked the waiters and they told her THERE WAS NO PORK. HAHAHHAHA. Poor Elim was so pissed that she decided to just settle for some salmon sushi ahhaha.

Yay and I finally watched twilight yesterday! Well it wasn't the first time I watched it anyway. I caught it online the first time. Truthfully I wasn't really interested in the movie. The book's SO much more action-packed and the movie Twilight actually ruined my perfect portrait of Edward Cullen. I mean, Robert Pattinson's good looking and all, but I imagined Edward to be a more profound, sophisticated guy. And when you're reading the book you can to hear Bella's inner thoughts and visualise what she sees as well. The director might have tried to include some of those into the movie, but it is very insignificant.
Hahah I would agree with those diehard Twilight readers that the movie is a total letdown FOR THE READERS.
However Elim said she enjoyed the show thoroughly and even went to buy the Twilight soundtrack hahaa. Maybe cause of Muse but they only sang one song.
Oh and also, the director didn't really bring out the point that Edward was SO attracted to Bella's scent and that he couldn't read her mind at all. They just merely mumbled past those scenes, in the restaurant and up high in the forest near the mountains.
I have to say, not everybody will catch that point. And relate it back to the previous scene when Bella and Edward first had Biology class together. OH and the part when he wanted to change Biology class, it wasn't obvious at all! T_T
Eh whatever I'm not a movie critic here hahaha just saying my views of the movie in relation to the book. But I would kinda agree Kristen Stewart was not so bad :D heeeee.

Sorry for the long rant ahahah I ain't happy bout the movie so I gotta complain. Yeap so after that we went to Desmond's house for buffet I didn't bring my camera sadly :( hahahah.
But well here's a photo of us (some of them were not in the picture, like enci) at the mirror beside the stairs. Hahah ;D

Sadly the girls' faces were stretched :( hahaha. And Jeremy's too black to be seen. And wow, all the guys look good.. seriously. My camera hates girls lol. Ah well ahahaa. Main thing was I had a pretty fun Christmas this year! Love you guys!

Bye people! Have a great Boxing Day AND have fun for the upcoming New Year countdown! :D hahhahaa. Bye 2008, here we come 2009!!

Joy to the world!

2008-12-23T16:29:00.000+08:00

My system is so slow. I don't know whether it's because I'm defragmenting my disk at the moment too. But I was able to play Sims2 fine just now even with it eh. So it means my system is a little jammed ALREADY? Like how long ago did I get this laptop man...

So yeah anyway some bastard called me a SLACKER for not updating so FINE here I am to update hahahah ;D

Pretty busy doing cupcakes and cookies for everyone around these few days so I didn't bother to come online much. Yesterday we started at about 7pm and we only ended at 1am! Poor mum had to wake up at 5.30 in the morning to go for work and I guess she only caught 4 hours+ of sleep awww poor thing hahahaa. It is freakin delicious I can't have enough of it we did around 200 cupcakes yesterday night and my hand is aching now from stirring the dough or whatever u call that (I always thought dough was for cakes only =/ ) yup and we didn't have any machine so we had to stir bucket by bucket manually. Hard work. Besides, the oven is so small it can only bake 12 cupcakes at a time each for around 8mins you tell me how many times we baked man.. lol.

Yup so tonight we'll do cookies! weeee. Hopefully I'll get to take some pictures if not the posts here are super boring (ya i know, don't have to remind me about it). Heh.

Regarding C, I think I changed my decision already.. What is there for me to expect anyway? :(

Christmas is in 2 days which means I'm only 2 days away from my Baptism! Hoho. And yay tmr's the 24th which means Caroling! Yay food glorious food here I comeeee :D I think I'm gonna get fat this holiday. Bahh it's okay when school starts next year I'll slim down ;D heheheee (:
Okay so I've a few Christmas Cards on hand I am such a nag hahah I write so much stuff in the card that I don't even think it looks like a card anymore... zzzz.

Take a look at this.

Oops sorry I'm afraid you're not authorised to see the contents of the card hahahaha. Hahah I shall let you see the cute cover!(:

Alright so here are the pictures of the cookies I baked :D

so manyyyyy! And there was another pot filled with cookies after that I didn't take a picture hahaha. Aww to those who didn't get to try it, another time I guess. It was darn good hahaha. xD

Ciao :D

2008-12-19T12:28:00.000+08:00

Dear Santa, I want a fab Christmas present this year. I know I'ma greedy girl I already have a new notebook but on top of that I would like to have an iPod Classic :D ahhahaha.

Of course, if you're gonna be really generous I wouldn't mind a iPod Touch 16gB :D hahahahhaa.

And I would also like a new Canon/Sony Digital Camera 8megapix and above weeeeee.

Or I suppose Santa, you could give me unlimited supply of pretty clothes that can suffice me for a lifetime(: Pretty please Santa?

Hahaha. Okay I'm bored. But really, these are the few items listed on the top of my wishlist now:D Teeheee.

Sigh, when can I get them then? :(

Boooooo..

2008-12-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

GAWD. This blog is so deadddddd, seriously.
But hey I don't have any juicy gossips or whatnot to spice this shit out okay, so might as well bear with me lol. :D

Proof me that blogger is so much better! If not I should might as well just go back to LiveJournal righhhhhtttt.

Anywaysssss, Joanne just got me a job in Jan hohohohoooo. I don't have to rot my ass off at home any longer bwahahahah :D so so glad, really. Thank goodness there's Christmas, if not I wouldn't know how to pass the remaining of my December, sigh.

ALL RIGHT GUESS WHAT. I'M JUST UPDATING FOR THE SAKE OF UPDATING HELL I'VE GOT NOTHING INTERESTING TO SPIT OUT MY LIFE IS SO MUNDANE I KNOW LOL.

Kay let's just say I went shopping today and I bought my Caroling dress and New Year dress and clothes weeeeeeee I'm a happy child here hahhahaha :D
Can't wait to wear them! *squeals* hahhahaha.

Okay really, I'm rather bored here self-entertaining myself yeah, so why not I just leave this lol.

Seeya soonies :D Probably after Christmas lol hahahaha. xD

Miss you much C(:

Wouldn't it be nice

2008-12-12T10:10:00.000+08:00

Christmas is a very special season. It is a season of forgiving and love before Christ Jesus the Saviour is born that day(: Hahaha if you don't know by now, well, Christmas is my favourite season of the year.

Somehow I have this notion that confessing your love to someone on this special day is a very romantic thing to do. Hahahha. Don't you think so? Amidst all the celebrations and stuff Christians especially must always remember the true meaning of Christmas: The birth of our Lord Jesus. It is really pointless for us to celebrate Christmas if we don't even know the reason behind it.

As for me, I'm getting baptised on Christmas itself! Yippee! What a joyous occasion it will be for me:D hahahaha. A new beginning, new life in God...

And and.. I'm going Caroling once again! Hahaha. Not with TKChoir but with my church :D
Great food great love weeeeeee. But the sad thing is I'm gonna miss Fireworks :(
But what is Fireworks as compared to spreading love and joy to every household? ((: HEEEEE.

So let's say, if you really fancy someone and don't have the courage to do so all along, why not confess your love during this heart warming season and live life not to regret? Hahaha alright I guess I'm totally crapping here zzz.

I mean, it doesn't matter whether she/he accepts you or not. What matters is that you've tried isn't it?
Bother, this post is so cliche like, lol. zzzzzzzz.

I'm ranting here nobody bothers to read anyway lol what point is there in having a blog.
ZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZEEEZEEEEEE.

Sucks.